Da Pretty
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Sasa wewe hilo unaliona gumu?
Ameni-dump kwa mara ya pili
Ameni-dump kwa mara ya pili
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Sasa wewe hilo unaliona gumu?
mito
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No am just making fun aisee, ukiamua hata mitano unakaa tu mbona, kwanza ndo unakuwa much stronger!!
Consultant
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Sky Esclat, msiwe mnatukubari haraka haraka hivyo. Wengine huwa hatupendi. Tunatamani tu. Pole yako
DALA
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Ndo maana nimekuambia makosa ni ya binadamu. Nyani au wanyama hawakosei maana hawana akili ya kutofautisha jema na baya
mito
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Exactly, halafu kwa kuwa ndoa ya jamaa ilishavunjikaga ilikuwa ni rahisi bidada kuamini ni fursa yake kuolewa sasa, I think any one could have been trapped in easily coz these people knew each other before, were in a relationship before so kumlaumu bidada ni kumkosea kwa kweli
mito
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Aiseeeee pole, but i can imagine the situation
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jaman pol cna na kisha kaa chin na ujipange coz utapata faraja ya moyo wako tuu
Lancashire
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Miaka miwili? Aisee nyie wanawake huwa mnasema ukweli au tunadanganyana hapa.
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Daaaa.. Ila wanaume ni nyokooooo (si wote). Unaweza kujinyonga ati.
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Binafsi nakushauri usifanye kitu yako kuwa kitega uchumi chako,usiendeshwe na njaa za tumbo...kabla hujafanya jambo jiridhishe vyakutosha,umeumia na yeye atalipwa....wanawake huwa nyie ni hodari sana kwa kuwaumiza wanaume ila wanaume siyo wepesi kupiga kelele...
Pole sana, kumbe wengi tunakumbwa na haya mambo, nilidhani niko peke yangu. I have been in a similar situation, it is very painful but life ani't always fair my girl. I have been dumped for a second time and still struggling to get a hold of my self but unlike you and lucky me I didn't sleep with the guy for the second time, nilifanikiwa kumkwepa, nafikiri ningeumia zaidi.
Tulikuwa wapenzi enzi hizo, I was a teenager, he was in his early 20s, though years have passed sitasahau the day he dumped me, in cold blood, I could say. He was like kuna mtu tumetoka naye mbali aliniacha nikiwa bado nampenda ila sasa karudi, lazima nimheshimu, so it is over baby girl. Sikutegemea, I went numb, I was hurt, I felt stupid and ugly, I wanted to just lay down and die, I was angry, not at him, but at myself for loving him still even when he said it was over.
Kwa kuwa tulikuwa bado vijana wadogo sana tulikuwa katika mazingira ya kujificha wakati wa hilo tukio, nakumbuka nilikuwa nimetoroka home and it was dark already, jamaa baada ya kuniambia upuuzi wake akaniacha hapo hapo to find my own way home.
I desparately I needed someone to hold and comfort me then but there was no one only darkness. I had to cross a wide golf course to return home, kawaida alikuwa akinisindikiza coz uwanja wa golf ulikuwa ni eneo hatarishi kidogo, machokoraa wengi, but siku hiyo nadhani alichagua kuniacha nikafie mbali. Kwani niliogopa hata kupita hapo peke yangu siku hiyo? The the way I was hurt hata mtu angetaka kuniua I was ready and I wouldn't even feel the pain because there was too much pain inside me already. Sikusikia woga wowote ule na wala kile kiza nilikuwa sikioni.
Bahati nzuri kabla ya kufika home nikapitia kwa rafiki kuchukua vitabu vya homework ikawa ndio kisingizio kuwa nimetoka kuazima vitabu, sikufanywa lolote.
Maisha yakaendelea baada ya hapo na eventually nikajifunza kumsahau, japo kwa taabu sana. Alinifanya niogope sana wanaume, nilipokuwa chuo nilikuwa mtazamaji, marafiki wana boyfriends mimi natazama tu, niliua kabisa hisia za kupenda mwanaume, sikupenda kitu chochote romantic kama music, movies etc.
Nikiwa chuo hakukuwa tena na mawasiliano yoyote kati yetu. Nikiwa mwaka wa pili chuo nilirudi home likizo, the dumper alijaribu kunitafuta tena, sijui nani alimtaarifu kama nipo coz mimi sikuwa nawasiliana nae kabisa. Siku hiyo akaja home kaingia hadi ndani, ilikuwa usiku na mother, mkali sana kipindi hicho, alikuwepo, sijui alipata wapi guts za kuja kwetu kwani mother alikuwa anasifika sana kwa ukali. I was stunned na sikuweza kuongea, nilibaki namtazama tu, sikumbuki alisema nini but nikaitwa na tukatoka nae nje. Kwa kweli siyakumbuki mazungumzo ya siku hiyo, alikuwa anasema tu umekua mkubwa, blah, blah akataka tutoke nikasema siruhusiwi baada ya muda akaondoka, I guess he was just checking me out. Hatukuonana tena baada ya hapo, nikasikia alienda US.
Come years later ananitafuta kwenye facebook, anataka kujua intimate details za maisha yangu, alipojua nipo single akaanza kuniita baby girl na chats za usiku wa manane zikaanza. Nikikumbuka aliyonifanyia nyuma sikuonesha interest yoyote kwake. Kumbe yule mdada aliyesababisha niachwe alikuja kumuacha dumper wangu na akaolewa na mzungu. The dumper naye akaoa mzungu ila aka divorce baadaye. Wakati ananitafuta tena kwa facebook alikuwa anadate na mtu online, nika loose kabisa interest naye baada ya kujua hivyo, nikapunguza mawasiliano naye mwisho ikawa kimya kabisa.
Miaka kama miwili ikapita akanitafuta tena December last year, sikuhiyo napokea message facebook messenger, hey baby girl, still single and free? By then I was very single and lonely na nilikuwa napitia kipindi kigumu sana, nikamuuliza hujaoa tu? Akasema yuko free, so tukaanza kuchat na nikarudisha tena feelings zangu kwake, what a stupid mistake! Again! Akasema Easter this year atakuja home lazima tuonane.
Zilipokaribia siku za kuja huku akapunguza sana mawasiliano, mwanzo nilifikiri yuko busy sana na kubeba box, iliweza hata kupita hata wiki kimya, message zangu hajibu. Nilipomuuliza alijibu ubize tu mama, hamna jingine.
Then one morning he called, akaniambia ana mtu wake miaka minne sasa ingawa huyo dada yuko Bongo na yeye yuko US na wana mipango ya kurasimisha mahusiano yao. Mpango wa kuja home Easter bado alikuwa nao na bado akawa anataka aje kwangu akidai nikimshawishi atabaki na mimi. Kwa kweli baada ya kuambiwa hayo siku yangu ikaharibika na hata kazini nilikuwa kama zombie.
This guy has emotionally tortured me so much and is still tormenting me. Nikajiuliza katumwa na nani kunitesa? Nilikuwa nimeshamsahau miaka mingi na maumivu yangu yalishapona, nani alimtuma anitafute tena na huku akijua ana mtu wake? Na kwanini anitafute wakati niko vulnerable halafu aniache tena kwa mara nyingine na kuamsha upya maumivu yangu?
Halafu kwanini atake kuja kwangu na huku ana mtu mwingine? Sikumkatalia directly kuja kwangu ila nilimwambia sitakuwepo kwangu kipindi chote ambacho atakuwepo bongo na bahati nzuri nilipata safari ya kikazi kipindi hicho hicho hivyo sikuwa nimemdanganya, hiyo safari ilinifanya niwe busy sana kiasi cha kunipunguzia mawazo.
Sikumtafuta, hakunitafuta hadi kaondoka bongo mwezi uliopita. Siku tatu zilizopita he called me, saa kumi usiku ya kwao, kalewa chakari, still asking if I was free, blah, blah nyingi sana. Ila kwa kuwa alishanikatisha tamaa I didn't pay attention to his rantings, hiyo ikaja kuwa tabia akiwa na stress zake analewa sana halafu ananipigia simu analalamika wee kuhusu maisha yake, sijui nimweke fungu gani ila nafasi yake kwangu haipo tena.
Tulikuwa wapenzi enzi hizo, I was a teenager, he was in his early 20s, though years have passed sitasahau the day he dumped me, in cold blood, I could say. He was like kuna mtu tumetoka naye mbali aliniacha nikiwa bado nampenda ila sasa karudi, lazima nimheshimu, so it is over baby girl. Sikutegemea, I went numb, I was hurt, I felt stupid and ugly, I wanted to just lay down and die, I was angry, not at him, but at myself for loving him still even when he said it was over.
Kwa kuwa tulikuwa bado vijana wadogo sana tulikuwa katika mazingira ya kujificha wakati wa hilo tukio, nakumbuka nilikuwa nimetoroka home and it was dark already, jamaa baada ya kuniambia upuuzi wake akaniacha hapo hapo to find my own way home.
I desparately I needed someone to hold and comfort me then but there was no one only darkness. I had to cross a wide golf course to return home, kawaida alikuwa akinisindikiza coz uwanja wa golf ulikuwa ni eneo hatarishi kidogo, machokoraa wengi, but siku hiyo nadhani alichagua kuniacha nikafie mbali. Kwani niliogopa hata kupita hapo peke yangu siku hiyo? The the way I was hurt hata mtu angetaka kuniua I was ready and I wouldn't even feel the pain because there was too much pain inside me already. Sikusikia woga wowote ule na wala kile kiza nilikuwa sikioni.
Bahati nzuri kabla ya kufika home nikapitia kwa rafiki kuchukua vitabu vya homework ikawa ndio kisingizio kuwa nimetoka kuazima vitabu, sikufanywa lolote.
Maisha yakaendelea baada ya hapo na eventually nikajifunza kumsahau, japo kwa taabu sana. Alinifanya niogope sana wanaume, nilipokuwa chuo nilikuwa mtazamaji, marafiki wana boyfriends mimi natazama tu, niliua kabisa hisia za kupenda mwanaume, sikupenda kitu chochote romantic kama music, movies etc.
Nikiwa chuo hakukuwa tena na mawasiliano yoyote kati yetu. Nikiwa mwaka wa pili chuo nilirudi home likizo, the dumper alijaribu kunitafuta tena, sijui nani alimtaarifu kama nipo coz mimi sikuwa nawasiliana nae kabisa. Siku hiyo akaja home kaingia hadi ndani, ilikuwa usiku na mother, mkali sana kipindi hicho, alikuwepo, sijui alipata wapi guts za kuja kwetu kwani mother alikuwa anasifika sana kwa ukali. I was stunned na sikuweza kuongea, nilibaki namtazama tu, sikumbuki alisema nini but nikaitwa na tukatoka nae nje. Kwa kweli siyakumbuki mazungumzo ya siku hiyo, alikuwa anasema tu umekua mkubwa, blah, blah akataka tutoke nikasema siruhusiwi baada ya muda akaondoka, I guess he was just checking me out. Hatukuonana tena baada ya hapo, nikasikia alienda US.
Come years later ananitafuta kwenye facebook, anataka kujua intimate details za maisha yangu, alipojua nipo single akaanza kuniita baby girl na chats za usiku wa manane zikaanza. Nikikumbuka aliyonifanyia nyuma sikuonesha interest yoyote kwake. Kumbe yule mdada aliyesababisha niachwe alikuja kumuacha dumper wangu na akaolewa na mzungu. The dumper naye akaoa mzungu ila aka divorce baadaye. Wakati ananitafuta tena kwa facebook alikuwa anadate na mtu online, nika loose kabisa interest naye baada ya kujua hivyo, nikapunguza mawasiliano naye mwisho ikawa kimya kabisa.
Miaka kama miwili ikapita akanitafuta tena December last year, sikuhiyo napokea message facebook messenger, hey baby girl, still single and free? By then I was very single and lonely na nilikuwa napitia kipindi kigumu sana, nikamuuliza hujaoa tu? Akasema yuko free, so tukaanza kuchat na nikarudisha tena feelings zangu kwake, what a stupid mistake! Again! Akasema Easter this year atakuja home lazima tuonane.
Zilipokaribia siku za kuja huku akapunguza sana mawasiliano, mwanzo nilifikiri yuko busy sana na kubeba box, iliweza hata kupita hata wiki kimya, message zangu hajibu. Nilipomuuliza alijibu ubize tu mama, hamna jingine.
Then one morning he called, akaniambia ana mtu wake miaka minne sasa ingawa huyo dada yuko Bongo na yeye yuko US na wana mipango ya kurasimisha mahusiano yao. Mpango wa kuja home Easter bado alikuwa nao na bado akawa anataka aje kwangu akidai nikimshawishi atabaki na mimi. Kwa kweli baada ya kuambiwa hayo siku yangu ikaharibika na hata kazini nilikuwa kama zombie.
This guy has emotionally tortured me so much and is still tormenting me. Nikajiuliza katumwa na nani kunitesa? Nilikuwa nimeshamsahau miaka mingi na maumivu yangu yalishapona, nani alimtuma anitafute tena na huku akijua ana mtu wake? Na kwanini anitafute wakati niko vulnerable halafu aniache tena kwa mara nyingine na kuamsha upya maumivu yangu?
Halafu kwanini atake kuja kwangu na huku ana mtu mwingine? Sikumkatalia directly kuja kwangu ila nilimwambia sitakuwepo kwangu kipindi chote ambacho atakuwepo bongo na bahati nzuri nilipata safari ya kikazi kipindi hicho hicho hivyo sikuwa nimemdanganya, hiyo safari ilinifanya niwe busy sana kiasi cha kunipunguzia mawazo.
Sikumtafuta, hakunitafuta hadi kaondoka bongo mwezi uliopita. Siku tatu zilizopita he called me, saa kumi usiku ya kwao, kalewa chakari, still asking if I was free, blah, blah nyingi sana. Ila kwa kuwa alishanikatisha tamaa I didn't pay attention to his rantings, hiyo ikaja kuwa tabia akiwa na stress zake analewa sana halafu ananipigia simu analalamika wee kuhusu maisha yake, sijui nimweke fungu gani ila nafasi yake kwangu haipo tena.
Kaboom
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only prostitutes get paid for sex
lara 1
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AND GAY PEOPLE LIKE THE ONE IM QUOTING! Stay away from me FAG!
mkuu wa vilaza
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wewe nawe unakuwaje kama mcharo,
Inamaana ulifanya kavukavu?mbona mnajitoa mhanga hivyo?please..
ISO M.CodD
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All that, for what?
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