What a f**k!!.......if i was near i'd have whipped ur silly behind........why....? U keep doing wrong things after messing up the first time?..........she is not interested into you at all.....the first mistake is declaring your feeling like a wusy boy too soon......after that u keep doing it again and again........attraction does not work out that way!.......a lot of loosers may be giving her money and vouchers now and then....so u r no different to her.....she treats u the same like them!.......so wise up,learn to attract women naturally not by material thingz!
Next tym when u feel like loosing your senses like this, take a nail and hammer and put it on your foot and smash the hammer