Horseshoe Arch
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- Aug 10, 2009
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Remember when i said i love you? i wasn't lying.Remember when we used to talk for hours and tell each other everything? i miss that, i miss it but someone or something always seemed to be against us.Remember the first conversation when we both started to like each other but thought we didn't have a chance?
So maybe we were unable to climb the enormous mountain together, maybe we don't get a happily ever after. I'd love to say that was fine with me, i loved to say that i enjoyed the past and now we can both move on, but the truth is i still love you and still want you.
The truth is no matter how far away you may be, no matter what you might say or do my mind always finds a way to end up thinking about you. So maybe you don't need me anymore, maybe you never did, one day you'll wake up and realize that there is no one else in the world like me, that I'm one of a kind.
Maybe you'll want me back one day and maybe that day ill still need you but I'm tired of hoping because somethings are just hopeless. If you want to replace me go ahead, I'm not saying that it wont hurt knowing you don't want me but that's okay because ill find a way to survive because ill at least know that at some point we shared something, and you felt the same way i did and now you can be happy.
We used to send each other sms every time we got upset at each other, even if it wasn't our fault. I used to make you turn red almost every time you talked to me. I used to be the boy you blamed over even though you didn't know. I used to be the boy you wanted next to you,i used to be the boy that you would tell your dreams too,i used to be the boy you knew everything about, i used to be your best friend, i used to be the boy you said you had true love for.
But the key word there is used, i am no longer, I'm just a part of your past who doesn't belong in your future. You have a new boy now, one that maybe your not shy around, that maybe makes you feel special. But remember i used to be that boy.
Maybe he is better for you, maybe he has things i don't have but someday, someone will break your heart and ill still be here to put it back together. Someday your gonna realize that without me your life would be different. Maybe better, maybe worse.
Maybe i should quite you but even if i could i don't think i would. You mean more to me then i can even explain. Its like when i talk to you i can finally breathe, when i don't even want to smile you can make me laugh, when i lie to cover the pain and you see through it, that's what makes my life.
So Today i realized that maybe you were my accident and just maybe ill never recover, but that's okay because at least i know i fell for someone wonderful like you..
So maybe we were unable to climb the enormous mountain together, maybe we don't get a happily ever after. I'd love to say that was fine with me, i loved to say that i enjoyed the past and now we can both move on, but the truth is i still love you and still want you.
The truth is no matter how far away you may be, no matter what you might say or do my mind always finds a way to end up thinking about you. So maybe you don't need me anymore, maybe you never did, one day you'll wake up and realize that there is no one else in the world like me, that I'm one of a kind.
Maybe you'll want me back one day and maybe that day ill still need you but I'm tired of hoping because somethings are just hopeless. If you want to replace me go ahead, I'm not saying that it wont hurt knowing you don't want me but that's okay because ill find a way to survive because ill at least know that at some point we shared something, and you felt the same way i did and now you can be happy.
We used to send each other sms every time we got upset at each other, even if it wasn't our fault. I used to make you turn red almost every time you talked to me. I used to be the boy you blamed over even though you didn't know. I used to be the boy you wanted next to you,i used to be the boy that you would tell your dreams too,i used to be the boy you knew everything about, i used to be your best friend, i used to be the boy you said you had true love for.
But the key word there is used, i am no longer, I'm just a part of your past who doesn't belong in your future. You have a new boy now, one that maybe your not shy around, that maybe makes you feel special. But remember i used to be that boy.
Maybe he is better for you, maybe he has things i don't have but someday, someone will break your heart and ill still be here to put it back together. Someday your gonna realize that without me your life would be different. Maybe better, maybe worse.
Maybe i should quite you but even if i could i don't think i would. You mean more to me then i can even explain. Its like when i talk to you i can finally breathe, when i don't even want to smile you can make me laugh, when i lie to cover the pain and you see through it, that's what makes my life.
So Today i realized that maybe you were my accident and just maybe ill never recover, but that's okay because at least i know i fell for someone wonderful like you..
