Mkunde Original
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- Jul 20, 2013
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Habari zenu za week end MMU??
Nimejikuta najiuliza hili swali jioni hii bila jibu, najua kuna movie ya kimarekani inaitwa hivi na nilishawahi kuangalia ila nimekosa jibu ilikuwaje kuwaje nikaolewa memory imekata kabisaaaa hapa nilipo sielewi hat kwa nini bado niko ndani ya hii ndoa. May be am not a good wife and nimejisahau sitimizi majukumu yangu kama mke ila kwa nini haniachi? If I examine myself yeah ninamapungufu ila na siwezi kuwa mkamilifu kama malaika am trying my level best but sioni mwisho wa hii ndoa. Kifupi nimechoka na sina guts za kutoka mwenyewe hadi nifukuzwe yaani akithubutu tuu kunitimua hata usiku wa manane atakuwa kanipa ahueni but at the same time am not sure if I can at all survive on my own thats why sithubutu kutimka on my own. Ila kwa nini inakuwa tabu bin shida kila leo na yaleyale ndo yanajirudia? Nahisi uvumilivu wangu unaelekea negative sijui nikiwa dataz wife itasaidia yaani niwe sijali lolote niwe bora liende kwangu yote yawe sawa..........................????
Mkiona hivi kama ujue maji yamenizidi nguvu na nahisi kuzama na nikiangalia kulia, kushoto mbele na nyuma hakuna hata kijiti cha kushikilia walau kunisupport nisizame.
Am so down Mkunde mimi..........
Nimejikuta najiuliza hili swali jioni hii bila jibu, najua kuna movie ya kimarekani inaitwa hivi na nilishawahi kuangalia ila nimekosa jibu ilikuwaje kuwaje nikaolewa memory imekata kabisaaaa hapa nilipo sielewi hat kwa nini bado niko ndani ya hii ndoa. May be am not a good wife and nimejisahau sitimizi majukumu yangu kama mke ila kwa nini haniachi? If I examine myself yeah ninamapungufu ila na siwezi kuwa mkamilifu kama malaika am trying my level best but sioni mwisho wa hii ndoa. Kifupi nimechoka na sina guts za kutoka mwenyewe hadi nifukuzwe yaani akithubutu tuu kunitimua hata usiku wa manane atakuwa kanipa ahueni but at the same time am not sure if I can at all survive on my own thats why sithubutu kutimka on my own. Ila kwa nini inakuwa tabu bin shida kila leo na yaleyale ndo yanajirudia? Nahisi uvumilivu wangu unaelekea negative sijui nikiwa dataz wife itasaidia yaani niwe sijali lolote niwe bora liende kwangu yote yawe sawa..........................????
Mkiona hivi kama ujue maji yamenizidi nguvu na nahisi kuzama na nikiangalia kulia, kushoto mbele na nyuma hakuna hata kijiti cha kushikilia walau kunisupport nisizame.
Am so down Mkunde mimi..........
