Weekend story: Bad wives
Weekend story: Bad wives
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Ngoja nikitulia niisome vizuri hii thread
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Ruby keshaachika sio leo. Halafu we shabiki wa Arsenal natamani nikutafute... siku nikiranduka utanikuta PM
Unataka kushea na Ruby mama...kila la kheri.
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Lara umejua kunichekesha... eti ajifanye amezima asije akatupwa tena
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Dah, bas poa kubwa la maadui
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Huyo Nifah,Mimi Nimetulia Nasubiri Chochote.
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Haaahaaaahaaaaa
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Tutawadhibiti.... ahsante kwa ubuyu, tumeshamaliza fitina kwenye uchaguzi wa US.
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Hahahahahhfhahhh hii stori tamu sana bibi nomaa
Halafu kumbe amar mtata hivyo hahahaha
Daaaaah Lara 1 asante kwakweli
Halafu kumbe amar mtata hivyo hahahaha
Daaaaah Lara 1 asante kwakweli
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Huyu amar ananikumbusha walter kwakwel
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Mkuu upo?tangu uzi umeanza sijakuona humu,karibu
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The begging by Amar.
It all started that day ambayo ndo alikuja home. As expected bi mkubwa alipitisha wanga aake kama kawaida kunichoma tu na kuniharibia nisifanikiwe mambo yangu. Then nikawa sasa mtoto niko nae chumbani kabisaaa. Bibi ndo amawanga pale nje mazingira hayakuwa shirikisha kabisaaa. kama dili tungesema limekaaa vibaya. Ila sijui kwa ujasiri gani nikakomaa nalo hivo hivo.
Mtoto katulia chumbani kabisaaa hana shaka kabisaaa, anajua kwamba ndo vile anachukua mzigo na kutimuka nao aende kwa Joey. Ikumbukwe kwamba jana jishatoa ruhusa mwenyewe kwamba fresh kabisaaa aende kwa Joey. Sio kwamba hio ruhusa niliridhia au vipi hamna kitu kama hiko, nilikutwa tu off balance nikawa sina pa kutokea.
I started from the very wrong foot with since the beggining. Like i said i was not romantic one bit. Mbinu yangu ya kuwapata wa dada mostly zilibase lwenye kuwatisha, kuwanyanyasa psychologically ili siku nikisema sasa nawataka inakuwa kama kumsukuma mlevi, wanaona dream come true na nini they jump to opportunity. Na hio ilisiaidia sanaa sio tu kuwapata hata kuwa control, manake mda mwingi natengeneza mazingira wanitamkie wananitaka, afu mi nakuwa design sitaki, it keeps the insecure for a long time katika mahusiano yetu.
The first day nilivomwambia we mbayaaa, napenda wanawake wazuri basically nilikuwa ndo natengeneza mazingira mzee mzima, alivokuwa ananifata helpless it was too obvious she was into me. Navomtuma kanitongozee mademu yote kumharibu psychologia yake tu aone mi sio mtu wa sport, sport.
I dont know how, when, or where it all went wrong, kadri navomnyanyasa instead of wanting me more, she grew apart from me. And what pissed me off was when she told me, she loved Joey, that sissy Joey. Mmmmmmhhhh! Given nishaanza na mikwara ya mbuzi toka kitambo there was no oportunity to reverse things. Nikajikuta shimo nilio chimba nimetumbukia mwenyewe. Na sina pa kutokea. Before i know it i was friends with the sissy Joey already, so her being his girl made things complicated, really complicated. I neary gave up on her.
Tatiizo namuona kila siku, kila saaaa, kilaaa mda. Afu mwanamke sijui ukikaa nae karibu ndo anakuingia moyoni sanaaa. Then ahe waa telling me she was hoing to kikck it with Joey with my approval. Ile hakuna ruhusa niliomwambia ya kwanza ilitokana na reflex action tu. Sema alivohuzunika my heart melted, nikamkubali tu mdomoni to buy me time.
Amini usiamini nikaenda kwa mshlaji wangu Issa wa Makongo kumsimulia na kumuomba muongozo. Issa akauliza huyo demu msambwanda wa maana kwanza au najichosha tu kutoa ishauri wa ki KGB afu hamna lolote la maana. Nikamwambia issa hio haikuhusu kabisaaaa, tena tuliza ball, leta maneno.
Issa was Legendary, hajawahi kushindwa kumpata demu wa aina yoyote. Hata situation iwe complex vipi yeye kwake ilikuwa chiu kabisaaa, ile umemaliza kumsimulia tu keshaiona njia iko wazi na atakwambia we njia hapo huioni. Ukitafalari utashangaa kweli njia iko chiu kabisaa sasa kwa nini ulikuwa huioni.
Nimemsimulia nimemsimuliaaa, basi anachekaaa, kwa hio Joey anataka apige muhuri kabla yako, akugungulie njia, hio dharau mtoto wa kiume kufinguliwa njia, unapewa taarifa kabisaa kesho barabara ya lami itapita jimboni kwako basi na wewe ulivokuwa senge una anza kufyeka hio njia kabisaaa.
When Issa put it that way, nikaona kiukweli itakuwa ngumu kumruhusu aende. Kwanza watu kama kina Issa wangejua nimefanya blander kama ile si ndio nishajimalizaaa kabisaa kitaaa. Aiseeeee! kumbe nilikuwa na bugi vikubwa hatari. Nikamuuliza sasa nifanyeje mwanao issa, issueishakaa vibaya hii.
Issa akacheka sana, we Amar kweli umeiaha makali, unauliza ufanyaje zaidi kupiga muhuri wewe wa kwanza kuna nini tena cha kufanya. Hapo sio swala la kujishauri ji swala la utekelezaji tu. Ukichelewa utasikia barabara ya lami imepita jimboni kwako mchana kweupeee umekaa tu vipira vimekuninginia. Basinamuona Issa kama anaonge kichina, Issa mwanangu siuji hunisomi navokwambia bado sijamtongoza huyu demu, sijamuweka level kabisaa afu uzinduzi kesho na yule boya.
Issa akasonya tunavoenda hivi Amar utaolewa siku si nyingi. Toka lini mtoto wa kike akawekwa level, amekuwa kina cha bahari? Mtoto wa kike sahivi sio wa kumfukuzia miezi 2 sijui mi 3, huo mda wala pesa hakuna, we mtengenezee mazingira kjla mzigooooo. Umenisomaaa kula mzigo, akinuna akakudelete poa tu, akikolea pia poa, are feeling me. Mradi mzigo ushakula.
Mi yule Macrina kwani nilimtongozaaa? Unadhani ninge,yonhoza angenikubali na wanga wanavojua kufindilila anga zangu kwa majungu na umbea, Issa pushaaa, Issa drug dealer, Issa laka zake mapundaaa, mxieeeeeeeew. Yule mwimba kwaya angenikubali unadhani ningepitia magazijuto. Yule mi nimemfata kanisani, nikamwambia karibu home upate maji, nikamaliza kila kituuu home hapo Kariakooo. Mtoto mara ya kwanza analeta upinzaniii, baadae anaona tamuuu kumbe. Watu kuja kuwanga too late mpini ushamkolea ndo kwanza aniambi flani na flani wananiambi hivi. Namwambia wananitaka hao.Pita shortcut Amar. HUuuuuuuuu! Daaaaaah! Nikakubali.
Sasa nilitegemea bibi atatoka, bibi nae kama chale zilimcheza kakausha sharubu zake zilizozeeka pale nje hana hata mpango wa kutoka. Nikataka nimtoe kisiasa, nikamgea nauli, bibi kamsalimie mdogo wako wa vikindu leo, nauli hii hapa, bibi ntaenda kesho leo nipo hapa hapa. Nikasema sio kesi wala nini atajua mwenywe kama ana nyege nzee basi ndo inabidi asikie picha. Ningemuitia lodge yule mtoto asingekuja angestukia dili.
Sidney kaja, nikachoma nae ndani, nikapiga kikomeo kwanza. Issa alivoongea rahisi kutekeleza kwanza jasho likawa linanichuruzikaaa. Naanzaje ufirauni wangu kwanza. Maana Sidney mshakji wangu kinoma noma afu anani heshimu sanaa. Nikasema ngoja nimtege huenda nae yumooo. Nikatundika msuli wangu juu ya msumari nikawa kama nilivozaliwa mali ziko nje kabisaaaa.
Humu ndani joto sanaa, si unajua uswazi huku nyumba ziko chiniiii, hata feni huliskiiii. Daah itabidi tu unisamehe manake joto nalosikia sio dogo. Kumtega mwanamke akutake yeye, ila viumbe hawa kama hajaamua, hajaamua. Kupita kote mtupu hata hajastukaa ndo kwanza anakwepesha macho asiuone mzigo.
AAnauliza simu iko wapi Amar mi nawahi si tuliongea. Mi nipo simu bwana ishapata mteja jana, so nishaiuzaa actually. Kwanza najiona mjinga kupita pita uchi ndani mule, afu mtu anawaza simu hali ilikiwa tete mnooo. Akasema bwana basi mi naenda tutaonana kesho. Tobaaaa! Yuko mlangpni kaahika kitasa kile anataka kutoka. Weee, pale ndo nilijua power of love siku hio. Au power of pussy sina uhakika sanaaa. Nikawahi mangoni, yaani kama umeme, na yeye ndo kafika malangoni anahangika na komeo, bahati tu fuguo ilikuwa mule mwenye kitasa nikaloki afu nikaitupaaa pande wa kitanda ikaangukia uvunguni. Sasa pale mlangoni kuna dirisha akamuona kabisaaa bibi. Akaita bibi, biii nisaidieee. Mmmmmhhh, bibi ndo sio wa kumpa msaada sio wa kumpa msaada kabisaaa. Bibi akainuka kibarazanii, akamjibu mjukuu wangu we umeingi mwenyewe kwa mwanaume huyoo, umeva kiminooo, ulikujua huyo kaka yako toka nitoke au baba yako mzazi atakuacha hivi hivi. Siajabu umetoka kwenu umeosha kipapa, umenyoa kabisaa, umingia mwenyewe humo maabara, vumilia upasuaji mjukuu wangu. Amar mie naenda ile safari ya vikindu mshaanaza kunitia janaba mchana mchana. Hapo ndo alipopata uhakika mule ndani msaada hakunaaa.
Akawa kapaic, mwenyewe nilikuwa nimepanic, formular zote nilizopanga kwenda nazo, tushazitibua tibua, picha likawa linaenda bila script wala director. Akasema Amar mi stakiiiiiii, analia as if machozi yangemuokoa. Afu dada zangu situation kama hii badala uwahi deki, remot silaha yoyote unayoiona, unatumia machozi. Hahaaaa. Mwenyewe script nishaharibu sijui na proceed vipi.
Nikamfata pale pale kwenye kochi na kujifanya mwana diplomasia sasa, mimi sikufanyi kitu, we si unanijua mi sina dhiki ya wanawake. Mi nimefunga mlango coz utokaji wko ungestua watu, waanielewa vibaya. You are my friend siwezi kukufanya chochote bila wewe kutaka, im harmless see. Bado hataki kuniangilia kabisaa maana bado sijavaa nguo. Nikamwambia anyway naona kupunga upepo kwangu kunakutishaa ngoja nivae boxer upate amani. Nkavaa. Kidogo akaona kweli tulikuwa hatujaelewana.
Basi anakomaa mi nataka niwahi, mbona unanifanyi hivo lakini. Namwambia utaondokaaa, ngoja kwanza bibi atoke ndani kwake aondoke ndo na wewe utoke. Bibi kama ulikuwa tumepanga hatoki wala nini. Ile boxer ikampa matumaini gharika limepita weeee. Akaanza kurelax. Basi nashika shikaaa, anastukaaa, namwambia hunitakii, hunipendi hata kukushika hutaki nikushike. Mi nishasema sikfanyi kitu. We unanijua kama mi Amar, ningetaka kukufanya chochote ningeshakufanya kitambo sanaaa. I just want us to be close thats all. Unavo ni ignore, hutaki nikushike, it cuts me deep, kama nimejipaka mavi vileee, au kama nanuka. Why.
Akawa cross roads, naona anaomba bibi atoke kwa sala zote, ila akaniacha nimshike hapo ndo alipokosea, naona ile boxer ndo iliompa matumaini feki akajua labda kweli simfanyi kitu. Ooooh. Hapo nikamkumbatiaaa na kuanza kumla mateee, anapata mashaka, nikiona anasitanamuwahi sikufanyi kitu, im just kissing you, its just a kiss i am your friend. Anakubali sijui kwa woga au nae utamu alikuwa anausikia sasa mimi ndo usisemee,wanasema vya kunyimwa ndo vinanogaaa. Nikigusana nae kama napigwa radi huo utamu wake. Na hivi sina script, basi goma linaenda likinogaa.
Sasa mi mtaalamu, nimecheki porn kibaoaaa, nishalala sana na watoto wa kiswahili, nishakaa sana kijiweni najua tu mwanamke nimguse wapi mwenywe ataomba mambo. Nikawa napita mule mnamotakiwaaa hadi aniombe mwenyewe mambo, Mtoto anajizuia mambo anayatakaaa kabisaaa ila will power kubwa ana bousisha. Alafu na mimi ikumbukwe sina script wala u director, mda mwengine nanogewa humo humo.
Mapenzi ya siku hio yalikuwa nje ya box kweliii, hamna zile kanuni za kila siku ila yananoga hivo hivo kijinga jinga. Sasa utundu namfanyia yeye kuzidiwa nikazidiwa mwenyewe. Nikaona sasa kama vipi nambakaa tu, sina jinsi. Mambo yalishanizidiii. Nikamkalisha juu yangu, anasita namwambia kaa tuu, kwa sauti ya kifirauni, mama si umevaa chupi na mimi nimevaa boxer kitatokea nini. Dont spoil the mood. Anakubali. Anaikia joka limetunaaa analichukulia poa.
Nikaitoa kwanz chupi yake ile, yuko unataka kufanya kidogo nimjibu nataka nikaifueee au niiloweke na omo. Namtoa mashaka mi bado nimevaa boxer wasi wasi wako nini. Mmmmmhhhh! Hhahaaaaa. Sasa mwenyewe ndo nikazidiwa kabisaa kabisaaaa, nikaweka teminator mode activated.
Kuja kustuka, dogo anagugumiaaa, nilikuwa sijui mbingu ya ngapi huko. Hana hamu ya mimi. Ikabidi nimuombe msamaha, lakinihapo nishakulaa mzigo, mzigo genuine. Akakaaa kimyaaa hakusema neno lolote. Hata hajatoa lawama, kakaa kimya kanyongeaaa mtoto wa watu, ana mawazo mpaka, akanifanya nijisikie vibaya sanaaa lakini too late. Hata wewe ndugu msomaji ungeweza kunizindua mapema ila kwa kunogewa sahivi na wewe ndo unajitia kuniona bandidu kweli.
Nambembeleza uteanda kuogoa, akakataa haombi fungu wala nini, kaka kama zombi, nikamfungulia mlango huyo kaondoka zake kwao. Mi siku yote hio ilibidi nijilaze kujipumzishaaa. Nifanyaje saa sasa.
Kesho hakuja kazini, wala wiki yote hio hakuja kazini. Mmmmmhhh! Nikajua nimeharibuuuuu.
ITAENDELEA SAA 5 USIKU. IKICHELWA SAA 6 ILA LAZIMA IENDELEEE.
It all started that day ambayo ndo alikuja home. As expected bi mkubwa alipitisha wanga aake kama kawaida kunichoma tu na kuniharibia nisifanikiwe mambo yangu. Then nikawa sasa mtoto niko nae chumbani kabisaaa. Bibi ndo amawanga pale nje mazingira hayakuwa shirikisha kabisaaa. kama dili tungesema limekaaa vibaya. Ila sijui kwa ujasiri gani nikakomaa nalo hivo hivo.
Mtoto katulia chumbani kabisaaa hana shaka kabisaaa, anajua kwamba ndo vile anachukua mzigo na kutimuka nao aende kwa Joey. Ikumbukwe kwamba jana jishatoa ruhusa mwenyewe kwamba fresh kabisaaa aende kwa Joey. Sio kwamba hio ruhusa niliridhia au vipi hamna kitu kama hiko, nilikutwa tu off balance nikawa sina pa kutokea.
I started from the very wrong foot with since the beggining. Like i said i was not romantic one bit. Mbinu yangu ya kuwapata wa dada mostly zilibase lwenye kuwatisha, kuwanyanyasa psychologically ili siku nikisema sasa nawataka inakuwa kama kumsukuma mlevi, wanaona dream come true na nini they jump to opportunity. Na hio ilisiaidia sanaa sio tu kuwapata hata kuwa control, manake mda mwingi natengeneza mazingira wanitamkie wananitaka, afu mi nakuwa design sitaki, it keeps the insecure for a long time katika mahusiano yetu.
The first day nilivomwambia we mbayaaa, napenda wanawake wazuri basically nilikuwa ndo natengeneza mazingira mzee mzima, alivokuwa ananifata helpless it was too obvious she was into me. Navomtuma kanitongozee mademu yote kumharibu psychologia yake tu aone mi sio mtu wa sport, sport.
I dont know how, when, or where it all went wrong, kadri navomnyanyasa instead of wanting me more, she grew apart from me. And what pissed me off was when she told me, she loved Joey, that sissy Joey. Mmmmmmhhhh! Given nishaanza na mikwara ya mbuzi toka kitambo there was no oportunity to reverse things. Nikajikuta shimo nilio chimba nimetumbukia mwenyewe. Na sina pa kutokea. Before i know it i was friends with the sissy Joey already, so her being his girl made things complicated, really complicated. I neary gave up on her.
Tatiizo namuona kila siku, kila saaaa, kilaaa mda. Afu mwanamke sijui ukikaa nae karibu ndo anakuingia moyoni sanaaa. Then ahe waa telling me she was hoing to kikck it with Joey with my approval. Ile hakuna ruhusa niliomwambia ya kwanza ilitokana na reflex action tu. Sema alivohuzunika my heart melted, nikamkubali tu mdomoni to buy me time.
Amini usiamini nikaenda kwa mshlaji wangu Issa wa Makongo kumsimulia na kumuomba muongozo. Issa akauliza huyo demu msambwanda wa maana kwanza au najichosha tu kutoa ishauri wa ki KGB afu hamna lolote la maana. Nikamwambia issa hio haikuhusu kabisaaaa, tena tuliza ball, leta maneno.
Issa was Legendary, hajawahi kushindwa kumpata demu wa aina yoyote. Hata situation iwe complex vipi yeye kwake ilikuwa chiu kabisaaa, ile umemaliza kumsimulia tu keshaiona njia iko wazi na atakwambia we njia hapo huioni. Ukitafalari utashangaa kweli njia iko chiu kabisaa sasa kwa nini ulikuwa huioni.
Nimemsimulia nimemsimuliaaa, basi anachekaaa, kwa hio Joey anataka apige muhuri kabla yako, akugungulie njia, hio dharau mtoto wa kiume kufinguliwa njia, unapewa taarifa kabisaa kesho barabara ya lami itapita jimboni kwako basi na wewe ulivokuwa senge una anza kufyeka hio njia kabisaaa.
When Issa put it that way, nikaona kiukweli itakuwa ngumu kumruhusu aende. Kwanza watu kama kina Issa wangejua nimefanya blander kama ile si ndio nishajimalizaaa kabisaa kitaaa. Aiseeeee! kumbe nilikuwa na bugi vikubwa hatari. Nikamuuliza sasa nifanyeje mwanao issa, issueishakaa vibaya hii.
Issa akacheka sana, we Amar kweli umeiaha makali, unauliza ufanyaje zaidi kupiga muhuri wewe wa kwanza kuna nini tena cha kufanya. Hapo sio swala la kujishauri ji swala la utekelezaji tu. Ukichelewa utasikia barabara ya lami imepita jimboni kwako mchana kweupeee umekaa tu vipira vimekuninginia. Basinamuona Issa kama anaonge kichina, Issa mwanangu siuji hunisomi navokwambia bado sijamtongoza huyu demu, sijamuweka level kabisaa afu uzinduzi kesho na yule boya.
Issa akasonya tunavoenda hivi Amar utaolewa siku si nyingi. Toka lini mtoto wa kike akawekwa level, amekuwa kina cha bahari? Mtoto wa kike sahivi sio wa kumfukuzia miezi 2 sijui mi 3, huo mda wala pesa hakuna, we mtengenezee mazingira kjla mzigooooo. Umenisomaaa kula mzigo, akinuna akakudelete poa tu, akikolea pia poa, are feeling me. Mradi mzigo ushakula.
Mi yule Macrina kwani nilimtongozaaa? Unadhani ninge,yonhoza angenikubali na wanga wanavojua kufindilila anga zangu kwa majungu na umbea, Issa pushaaa, Issa drug dealer, Issa laka zake mapundaaa, mxieeeeeeeew. Yule mwimba kwaya angenikubali unadhani ningepitia magazijuto. Yule mi nimemfata kanisani, nikamwambia karibu home upate maji, nikamaliza kila kituuu home hapo Kariakooo. Mtoto mara ya kwanza analeta upinzaniii, baadae anaona tamuuu kumbe. Watu kuja kuwanga too late mpini ushamkolea ndo kwanza aniambi flani na flani wananiambi hivi. Namwambia wananitaka hao.Pita shortcut Amar. HUuuuuuuuu! Daaaaaah! Nikakubali.
Sasa nilitegemea bibi atatoka, bibi nae kama chale zilimcheza kakausha sharubu zake zilizozeeka pale nje hana hata mpango wa kutoka. Nikataka nimtoe kisiasa, nikamgea nauli, bibi kamsalimie mdogo wako wa vikindu leo, nauli hii hapa, bibi ntaenda kesho leo nipo hapa hapa. Nikasema sio kesi wala nini atajua mwenywe kama ana nyege nzee basi ndo inabidi asikie picha. Ningemuitia lodge yule mtoto asingekuja angestukia dili.
Sidney kaja, nikachoma nae ndani, nikapiga kikomeo kwanza. Issa alivoongea rahisi kutekeleza kwanza jasho likawa linanichuruzikaaa. Naanzaje ufirauni wangu kwanza. Maana Sidney mshakji wangu kinoma noma afu anani heshimu sanaa. Nikasema ngoja nimtege huenda nae yumooo. Nikatundika msuli wangu juu ya msumari nikawa kama nilivozaliwa mali ziko nje kabisaaaa.
Humu ndani joto sanaa, si unajua uswazi huku nyumba ziko chiniiii, hata feni huliskiiii. Daah itabidi tu unisamehe manake joto nalosikia sio dogo. Kumtega mwanamke akutake yeye, ila viumbe hawa kama hajaamua, hajaamua. Kupita kote mtupu hata hajastukaa ndo kwanza anakwepesha macho asiuone mzigo.
AAnauliza simu iko wapi Amar mi nawahi si tuliongea. Mi nipo simu bwana ishapata mteja jana, so nishaiuzaa actually. Kwanza najiona mjinga kupita pita uchi ndani mule, afu mtu anawaza simu hali ilikiwa tete mnooo. Akasema bwana basi mi naenda tutaonana kesho. Tobaaaa! Yuko mlangpni kaahika kitasa kile anataka kutoka. Weee, pale ndo nilijua power of love siku hio. Au power of pussy sina uhakika sanaaa. Nikawahi mangoni, yaani kama umeme, na yeye ndo kafika malangoni anahangika na komeo, bahati tu fuguo ilikuwa mule mwenye kitasa nikaloki afu nikaitupaaa pande wa kitanda ikaangukia uvunguni. Sasa pale mlangoni kuna dirisha akamuona kabisaaa bibi. Akaita bibi, biii nisaidieee. Mmmmmhhh, bibi ndo sio wa kumpa msaada sio wa kumpa msaada kabisaaa. Bibi akainuka kibarazanii, akamjibu mjukuu wangu we umeingi mwenyewe kwa mwanaume huyoo, umeva kiminooo, ulikujua huyo kaka yako toka nitoke au baba yako mzazi atakuacha hivi hivi. Siajabu umetoka kwenu umeosha kipapa, umenyoa kabisaa, umingia mwenyewe humo maabara, vumilia upasuaji mjukuu wangu. Amar mie naenda ile safari ya vikindu mshaanaza kunitia janaba mchana mchana. Hapo ndo alipopata uhakika mule ndani msaada hakunaaa.
Akawa kapaic, mwenyewe nilikuwa nimepanic, formular zote nilizopanga kwenda nazo, tushazitibua tibua, picha likawa linaenda bila script wala director. Akasema Amar mi stakiiiiiii, analia as if machozi yangemuokoa. Afu dada zangu situation kama hii badala uwahi deki, remot silaha yoyote unayoiona, unatumia machozi. Hahaaaa. Mwenyewe script nishaharibu sijui na proceed vipi.
Nikamfata pale pale kwenye kochi na kujifanya mwana diplomasia sasa, mimi sikufanyi kitu, we si unanijua mi sina dhiki ya wanawake. Mi nimefunga mlango coz utokaji wko ungestua watu, waanielewa vibaya. You are my friend siwezi kukufanya chochote bila wewe kutaka, im harmless see. Bado hataki kuniangilia kabisaa maana bado sijavaa nguo. Nikamwambia anyway naona kupunga upepo kwangu kunakutishaa ngoja nivae boxer upate amani. Nkavaa. Kidogo akaona kweli tulikuwa hatujaelewana.
Basi anakomaa mi nataka niwahi, mbona unanifanyi hivo lakini. Namwambia utaondokaaa, ngoja kwanza bibi atoke ndani kwake aondoke ndo na wewe utoke. Bibi kama ulikuwa tumepanga hatoki wala nini. Ile boxer ikampa matumaini gharika limepita weeee. Akaanza kurelax. Basi nashika shikaaa, anastukaaa, namwambia hunitakii, hunipendi hata kukushika hutaki nikushike. Mi nishasema sikfanyi kitu. We unanijua kama mi Amar, ningetaka kukufanya chochote ningeshakufanya kitambo sanaaa. I just want us to be close thats all. Unavo ni ignore, hutaki nikushike, it cuts me deep, kama nimejipaka mavi vileee, au kama nanuka. Why.
Akawa cross roads, naona anaomba bibi atoke kwa sala zote, ila akaniacha nimshike hapo ndo alipokosea, naona ile boxer ndo iliompa matumaini feki akajua labda kweli simfanyi kitu. Ooooh. Hapo nikamkumbatiaaa na kuanza kumla mateee, anapata mashaka, nikiona anasitanamuwahi sikufanyi kitu, im just kissing you, its just a kiss i am your friend. Anakubali sijui kwa woga au nae utamu alikuwa anausikia sasa mimi ndo usisemee,wanasema vya kunyimwa ndo vinanogaaa. Nikigusana nae kama napigwa radi huo utamu wake. Na hivi sina script, basi goma linaenda likinogaa.
Sasa mi mtaalamu, nimecheki porn kibaoaaa, nishalala sana na watoto wa kiswahili, nishakaa sana kijiweni najua tu mwanamke nimguse wapi mwenywe ataomba mambo. Nikawa napita mule mnamotakiwaaa hadi aniombe mwenyewe mambo, Mtoto anajizuia mambo anayatakaaa kabisaaa ila will power kubwa ana bousisha. Alafu na mimi ikumbukwe sina script wala u director, mda mwengine nanogewa humo humo.
Mapenzi ya siku hio yalikuwa nje ya box kweliii, hamna zile kanuni za kila siku ila yananoga hivo hivo kijinga jinga. Sasa utundu namfanyia yeye kuzidiwa nikazidiwa mwenyewe. Nikaona sasa kama vipi nambakaa tu, sina jinsi. Mambo yalishanizidiii. Nikamkalisha juu yangu, anasita namwambia kaa tuu, kwa sauti ya kifirauni, mama si umevaa chupi na mimi nimevaa boxer kitatokea nini. Dont spoil the mood. Anakubali. Anaikia joka limetunaaa analichukulia poa.
Nikaitoa kwanz chupi yake ile, yuko unataka kufanya kidogo nimjibu nataka nikaifueee au niiloweke na omo. Namtoa mashaka mi bado nimevaa boxer wasi wasi wako nini. Mmmmmhhhh! Hhahaaaaa. Sasa mwenyewe ndo nikazidiwa kabisaa kabisaaaa, nikaweka teminator mode activated.
Kuja kustuka, dogo anagugumiaaa, nilikuwa sijui mbingu ya ngapi huko. Hana hamu ya mimi. Ikabidi nimuombe msamaha, lakinihapo nishakulaa mzigo, mzigo genuine. Akakaaa kimyaaa hakusema neno lolote. Hata hajatoa lawama, kakaa kimya kanyongeaaa mtoto wa watu, ana mawazo mpaka, akanifanya nijisikie vibaya sanaaa lakini too late. Hata wewe ndugu msomaji ungeweza kunizindua mapema ila kwa kunogewa sahivi na wewe ndo unajitia kuniona bandidu kweli.
Nambembeleza uteanda kuogoa, akakataa haombi fungu wala nini, kaka kama zombi, nikamfungulia mlango huyo kaondoka zake kwao. Mi siku yote hio ilibidi nijilaze kujipumzishaaa. Nifanyaje saa sasa.
Kesho hakuja kazini, wala wiki yote hio hakuja kazini. Mmmmmhhh! Nikajua nimeharibuuuuu.
ITAENDELEA SAA 5 USIKU. IKICHELWA SAA 6 ILA LAZIMA IENDELEEE.