Namuwaza sana, nifanyaje?

Namuwaza sana, nifanyaje?

Habarini wanangu wa JF, ni muda sasa sijapost thread.

Iko hivi nimemaliza form 6 mwaka jana mwezi wa 5 katika shule fulani jijini mbeya ilikuwa co-education (boarding).

Sababu ya kuleta kisa hiki ni kuwa personally mimi ni domo zege na hii imechangiwa na puchu pamoja na kusoma single school o-level sasa basi wakati tunakaribia kuua 6 niliamua niface my fear nikaanza kuchangamka kidogo kwa madenti kwa kufuata ushauri wa (jamaangu mmoja) mtu wa pisi.

Katika harakati hizo nikaopoa denti mmoja wa arts mimi nilikuwa science alikuwa mzuri kweli kwa macho yangu lakini ila tulikuwa tunaoneana aibu sana sema tulisukumana hivyohivyo

Sasa kumbe kwenye harakati za hapa na pale nikasikia tetesi kuwa demu flani wa masomo ya biashara alikuwa ananikubali nikasema mmmh hapa vipi kudadisi zaidi nikamjua ni nani kusema ukweli nilikuwa namkubaligi sababu ya (urefu+shepu+rangi)

Ila nikaamua kumpotezea nikaamua kubaki na huyu mwingine .

Cha ajabu baada ya kumaliza 6 nilikuwa nawaaga wanangu fresh na huyu chick wangu wa arts fresh ila huyu mwingine nilitaka kumpotezea ila akalazimisha nimuage hivyo nikafake kidogo si mnajua tena sasa kwanzia alivyoniaga mpaka leo namuwazaga tu sielewi nn shida?

Sio chaguo langu ila namuwaza sana, mawasiliano nao baada ya kumaliza hakuna kwa wote hivyo ilikuwa kama kupunguzana ugumu tu kwa muda mfupi.

Sasa wanangu shida yangu ni kuwa kwanzia nimalize 6 mpaka leo yule demu niliyempotezeaga NAMUWAZA SANAA wanangu khaa, yaani unakuta najishughulisha na mihangaiko yangu ila haipiti siku sijamuwaza. Yaaani nasikia kama moyo unachezacheza yaani ni kero tu wanangu.

Naombeni kama kuna mtu ashawahi pata scenario kama hii anieleze jinsi ya kuikimbia maana inanitesa sana nilimpotezeaga sana ila namuwaza balaaa.

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Naombeni mawazo yenu pia

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Nigga, You don't need to think to much about a girl who's maybe right now a nigga somewhere is positioned her a doggystyle or whatever the position they're using now and at the same time she's crying for the sweetness. Focus on your studying boy or do something meaningful to do not remember her.
 
Nigga, You don't need to think to much about a girl who's maybe right now a nigga somewhere is positioned her a doggystyle or whatever the position they're using now and at the same time she's crying for the sweetness. Focus on your studying boy or do something meaningful to do not remember her.
Ukweli mchungu huu nimeupokea
 
Huyo anaishi moyoni mwako, fanya kumtafuta
Daaah hii ni kweli asee theostina popote ulipo unautesa moyo wangu sikuamini kama mapenzi yatakuja kunishika maini hivi 😭😭😭 naforce kutokukupenda ila nimeshindwa
 
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