I had some friends over Friday night. I had to work the next day, so I went to bed at 1030. Woke up at 1 and my bed was still empty. I didn't hear anyone and the house was dark. I slipped outside, (Where we had been drinking), and turned on the porch light, to find my best friend and maid of honor going down on my husband. We have been together for 8 years, and not even married for 1. We bought a house 3 years ago, and I am in nursing school, so he pays for everything. 48 hours ago I loved him and thought we would be together forever. I still love him, but all I can think about is that picture of their naked bodies together. He lied about all of the details at first, but now I think he has told me evything except why it happened. Which I think is the most important part. Thats how I will know if he can ever be trusted again. He says that he has no idea why.
I dont think he has ever done this before. And I know that alchol is no excuse, but I truly think that if he had not been drunk this never would have happened. He is the worlds stupidest drunk. He agreed And I know that he loves me. But will I ever feel like he really truly loves me again?How can I ever be intimate with him after this?
I guess what I am wondering, is do relationships ever end happily after something like this?
