Karucee
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- Mar 11, 2012
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On my labor bed I swore never ever to look at male genitals let alone touch or allow one near me. But as my son turns one year old,natamani kweli uja uzito na vituko vyake.
Long before I realized I was pregnant nilikuwa party animal ile mbayaaaa. I was losing my senses. But I could not see it, or admit it. Infact nakumbuka kuna siku niliamka asubuhi na motinyo kilo kama kumi kichwani. Nika pack begi nikamwambia mume wangu bye, am tired of being married. Nimefika Ubungo nikaona niende zangu Arusha. Mimi huyoooooo huku nina Smirnoff Vodka na Tonic chupa kadhaa na ipod yangu inaachia Rock n Roll.
Basi, nimefika Arusha akaja kunipokea best wangu mmoja, one of the very few girlfriends I have tukaenda straight pub na mizigo yangu. Piga motinyo weeee mpaka tukakaa sawa. Smoked some then we went home because she had to work. Nisianguke kwenye ngazi za Babylon?? No wonder I do not wear heels when going out to drink. I was not drunk but hamna ambae angenielewa.
Sasa bwana, kesho yake tulikuwa tunaenda kuzika kwa best wa best wangu. But I was not feeling well nikabaki nje ya kanisa. I was feeling so dizzy. I decided kwenda dispensary flani karibu ya kanisa nijue kama nina malaria. For no reason at all I opted for pregnancy test. I do not know why I bothered, after all I had given up and thereby devoted my life to partying to fill the empty space in my heart.
The results came back. I was pregnant. I cannot describe the feeling. Looking back I cried. I was happy. My life changed that very moment. I had walked out of my marriage the previous day. I had drunk and smoked and did all crazy things in my life. I had fallen down the stairs not knowing I had a precious little being growing inside me the previous night. I looked up to the skies and thanked the Almighty for picking me among the queens who have walked this earth to carry a baby. I swear I was overwhelmed.
I called my husband. He cried. Come back you silly girl,he said, bring the little baby to Daddy. Teh teh teh . Nilianza kwanza kwenda kwetu to my Dad to tell him in person that I was gonna be a Ma. And he a Grandpa. Alifurahi mno. Ikawa ndio mwanzo wa kuwa pampered. Tapikaaaaa from Day one, the whole day kazi ilikuwa moja tuuuu. Full kutapika . Nikarudi Dar to my husband that I had walked out on. And life started afresh.
The new pregnant me jamani alikuwa majanga. Jeuriiiiiii!!Stubborn!! Am stubborn by nature but ilizidi. Nilipenda kukaa vijiweni kutia hadisi. Wakati kawaida I am a loner, napenda kukaa alone nikisikilizia bange kichwani zinavyolipuka. Somethings I cannot explain. Nilipenda vimini mnoooooo.Extremely short. Ze hazibendi akikataa nivae nakataa kutoka nae. Domo refuuuuuu Jamani. Plus nilimpenda sana mume wangu. Ikifika saa kumi jioni naanza simu, by six kama hajafika home natoka naenda kumfata wherever he will be. Asubuhi namfata kazini halafu narudi home. I hated food, I wanted nothing, just water and fruits. Na Malta. Yuck. Mpaka leo sielewi how I swallowed that shit. I did not drink again or smoke. My life had purpose, to be a Mama.
Being pregnant, you get away with so many things. People treat you with respect. Magari yanasimama ili mtumbo wako upite. Benki hupangi foleni. Home massage kwa wingi, bila hata kusema Baba Yoyo hapa naumaaaaa. You get away with almost everything. I miss being pregnant jamaniiii.
snowhite, sakapal, gfsonwin, EMT, Kaunga, King'asti Kongosho, watu8, Smile, Wi-Fi
Long before I realized I was pregnant nilikuwa party animal ile mbayaaaa. I was losing my senses. But I could not see it, or admit it. Infact nakumbuka kuna siku niliamka asubuhi na motinyo kilo kama kumi kichwani. Nika pack begi nikamwambia mume wangu bye, am tired of being married. Nimefika Ubungo nikaona niende zangu Arusha. Mimi huyoooooo huku nina Smirnoff Vodka na Tonic chupa kadhaa na ipod yangu inaachia Rock n Roll.
Basi, nimefika Arusha akaja kunipokea best wangu mmoja, one of the very few girlfriends I have tukaenda straight pub na mizigo yangu. Piga motinyo weeee mpaka tukakaa sawa. Smoked some then we went home because she had to work. Nisianguke kwenye ngazi za Babylon?? No wonder I do not wear heels when going out to drink. I was not drunk but hamna ambae angenielewa.
Sasa bwana, kesho yake tulikuwa tunaenda kuzika kwa best wa best wangu. But I was not feeling well nikabaki nje ya kanisa. I was feeling so dizzy. I decided kwenda dispensary flani karibu ya kanisa nijue kama nina malaria. For no reason at all I opted for pregnancy test. I do not know why I bothered, after all I had given up and thereby devoted my life to partying to fill the empty space in my heart.
The results came back. I was pregnant. I cannot describe the feeling. Looking back I cried. I was happy. My life changed that very moment. I had walked out of my marriage the previous day. I had drunk and smoked and did all crazy things in my life. I had fallen down the stairs not knowing I had a precious little being growing inside me the previous night. I looked up to the skies and thanked the Almighty for picking me among the queens who have walked this earth to carry a baby. I swear I was overwhelmed.
I called my husband. He cried. Come back you silly girl,he said, bring the little baby to Daddy. Teh teh teh . Nilianza kwanza kwenda kwetu to my Dad to tell him in person that I was gonna be a Ma. And he a Grandpa. Alifurahi mno. Ikawa ndio mwanzo wa kuwa pampered. Tapikaaaaa from Day one, the whole day kazi ilikuwa moja tuuuu. Full kutapika . Nikarudi Dar to my husband that I had walked out on. And life started afresh.
The new pregnant me jamani alikuwa majanga. Jeuriiiiiii!!Stubborn!! Am stubborn by nature but ilizidi. Nilipenda kukaa vijiweni kutia hadisi. Wakati kawaida I am a loner, napenda kukaa alone nikisikilizia bange kichwani zinavyolipuka. Somethings I cannot explain. Nilipenda vimini mnoooooo.Extremely short. Ze hazibendi akikataa nivae nakataa kutoka nae. Domo refuuuuuu Jamani. Plus nilimpenda sana mume wangu. Ikifika saa kumi jioni naanza simu, by six kama hajafika home natoka naenda kumfata wherever he will be. Asubuhi namfata kazini halafu narudi home. I hated food, I wanted nothing, just water and fruits. Na Malta. Yuck. Mpaka leo sielewi how I swallowed that shit. I did not drink again or smoke. My life had purpose, to be a Mama.
Being pregnant, you get away with so many things. People treat you with respect. Magari yanasimama ili mtumbo wako upite. Benki hupangi foleni. Home massage kwa wingi, bila hata kusema Baba Yoyo hapa naumaaaaa. You get away with almost everything. I miss being pregnant jamaniiii.
snowhite, sakapal, gfsonwin, EMT, Kaunga, King'asti Kongosho, watu8, Smile, Wi-Fi
