Ndugu zangu,
Mimi ni kijana wa pekee na wa mwisho katika familia yetu yenye jumla ya watoto sita. Ni familia ya kimaskini ila watoto tunafanya kila linalowezekana kuhakikisha tunapunguza ukali wa maisha hapa nyumbani kwa kufanya kazi bila kuchoka usiku na mchana ila changamoto kubwa imekuwa husuda na kijicho kwa majirani zetu ambao wanahaha kushika shati familia hii kwa ushirikina lakini mbali na hayo yote (we never give up united we stand and moves foward regardless our acceleration toward our goals).
Binafsi mimi ndio muhanga na muathirika mkubwa kwa hili gumu kwani kwa zaidi ya miaka 19 hadi sasa ndugu zangu sijawahi kuwa na furaha maishani mwangu, (trust me its all about misery, sickness, lack of affection, unlucky) na mambo mengi mabaya kwa binadamu.
(There comes a times it feels like the world is upon my shoulder can't take this shiit no more) nimejaribu kuwa mwema, muungwana na mnyenyekevu kwao bila mafanikio sitaki kuchuma dhambi tena kwa mateso niliyopata katika dunia hii imetosha Mungu ni mwema atanipumzisha milele kiumbe wake (ain't fear death because its inevitable am ghood to go for it for their happiness and fantasy).
Nilikuwa na (plan) ya kutafuta (anyone with the solution) kwa maana ya (traditional healer) au yeyote mwenye productive ideas aweze nisaidia NITOE AWARDS ya tshs milioni moja but naona kama (its a waste of time) watu nao wamekuwa matapeli tu (nowdays).
Yaani (we living in crazy time folks) nimetibiwa na wataaalamu wa tiba asilia, hospitali za rufaa na kuombewa na wachungaji lakini hooa hell no! Mungu ananitaka mwanae si bure na (he is the master of the people so far so am good} to go though ukioniona( live) huwezi hata kuhisi kama mimi ni mgonjwa huwezi.
Nimetoa dukuduku langu nahisi kama (relief) fulani nimepata.
Kila la kheri wandugu.
Folk,don't despare brother, there is hope believe me.Nikuambie kitu,your *only* hope is in Jesus Christ.In the book of Isaiah 53:4-5 we read the following extremely powerful verses:
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urely he took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows,yet we considered him stricken by God,smitten by him and afflicted.
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But he was pierced for our transgressions,he was crushed for our iniquities;the punishment that broght us piece was upon him and by his wounds we are healed.
Brother,these two verses are very clear,Jesus Christ went to the cross so that he may take our infirmities and sorrows, including your infirmities and sorrows! In verse five, we observe something very outstanding, 'by his wounds we are healed.' Brother, just believe that by Jesus Christ being wounded at the cross,you will be healed and it will be so.
However for these things to happen in your life, you will have to believe in Jesus Christ and stay away from sin and the sinful modalities of this sinful world.
Since you do not yet believe in Jesus Christ I believe,and you do not yet know how to live a fruitful,sinless life in Jesus Christ, I advice you to find a truly Jesus believing Church for guidance.This is very important.Ukienda kwenye makanisa yasiyomuamini Bwana Yesu kweli, hutapata msaada tarajiwa,na makanisa,manabii na mitume wa namna hii wako wengi sana siku hizi.Tafadhali achana na waganga wa kienyeji watazidi kukuingiza kwenye matatizo!
Jesus Christ came, so that we may have life and have it abundantly brother,just believe and it will be so.Hakuna linaloshindikana kwake!