capitalpool
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- Sep 18, 2017
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Dear Ex,
It's been 730 days, 17520 hours, 1051200 minutes, 63072000 seconds that we've not interacted the way we used to, we've not felt that bond that once tied us so close, we're so apart even being an unforgettable part of each other's life. You know I'm not telling you that I'm missing you like a hell. I just missing those moments when we were together. I miss those days when you used to shout my name just to say I love you and I was blushing. .
We were so happy then. I don't know if it was our fault or the fault of situations that we had to part ways. But since then, there hasn't been a second when I've not felt your absence. I feel you everytime though I know things are never gonna be the same. .
I feel your fragrance, it disturbs me even in a crowd. I, then, try to seek for you failing in all my attempts again and again. Then, I get a flashback, I travel down the memory lane with my only partner, tears, and I find you in the maze of lanes gazing silently at me. Those eyes still hypnotize me, those lips still have the most beautiful smile that I've ever seen in the world but I know, that heart doesn't have the picture of me in it. And this reality, all again, stabs me back and leaves me smashed like anything. .
You're that flower in my life which I know I can just watch from a distance but never touch. Your tender touch, your healing words, your love, your memories, everything still is afresh in my mind. But, the colours of love that once made my life bright, now take me to a dark labyrinthus path that I don't want to visit.
You don't know how badly it hurts. You don't know how terribly I feel myself dying every minute. You don't know how this soul craves for love like a little abandoned kid. You don't know how difficult it is to spend even a second without you. You don't know, you just don't. But, you needn't be worried. I know I'm weak now. I know I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. But, I'm damn sure that I'll overcome all this one day. I'll be out of this monotonous life and start a new phase.
It's been 730 days, 17520 hours, 1051200 minutes, 63072000 seconds that we've not interacted the way we used to, we've not felt that bond that once tied us so close, we're so apart even being an unforgettable part of each other's life. You know I'm not telling you that I'm missing you like a hell. I just missing those moments when we were together. I miss those days when you used to shout my name just to say I love you and I was blushing. .
We were so happy then. I don't know if it was our fault or the fault of situations that we had to part ways. But since then, there hasn't been a second when I've not felt your absence. I feel you everytime though I know things are never gonna be the same. .
I feel your fragrance, it disturbs me even in a crowd. I, then, try to seek for you failing in all my attempts again and again. Then, I get a flashback, I travel down the memory lane with my only partner, tears, and I find you in the maze of lanes gazing silently at me. Those eyes still hypnotize me, those lips still have the most beautiful smile that I've ever seen in the world but I know, that heart doesn't have the picture of me in it. And this reality, all again, stabs me back and leaves me smashed like anything. .
You're that flower in my life which I know I can just watch from a distance but never touch. Your tender touch, your healing words, your love, your memories, everything still is afresh in my mind. But, the colours of love that once made my life bright, now take me to a dark labyrinthus path that I don't want to visit.
You don't know how badly it hurts. You don't know how terribly I feel myself dying every minute. You don't know how this soul craves for love like a little abandoned kid. You don't know how difficult it is to spend even a second without you. You don't know, you just don't. But, you needn't be worried. I know I'm weak now. I know I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. But, I'm damn sure that I'll overcome all this one day. I'll be out of this monotonous life and start a new phase.
