I'm 29 yrs old now. I have never been in any relationship, like serious, sina boyfriend hadi sasa. Although I had several crushes over some men, but neither of them didn't work because they were just crushes. Here I am again facing another case.
Kuna kijana nimetokea kumpenda jinsi alivyo tu, yaani I wish he can be more than a boyfriend nadhani naenda mbali kidogo. Kuna some coincidences zinatokea tunapokutana maana we work at the same place, to the extent that I think like he is mine. Kuna siku nilitamani kumwambia but I was so afraiding of speaking it out.
Kwa jinsi alivyo is like he is single nilikua tu namsoma nikajitoa kumuuliza status yake. Akanambia ataoa hivi punde, I will never forget nililia sana usiku. Yaani niliumia wiki nzima, ni kama kuachwa nadhani. Up to now I'm trying to move on and the guy doesn't know that he has broken my heart. Siku zinazidi kwenda afu sioni dalili za yeye kuoa, but I'm trying to let him go.
Japo kila nikifikiria naumia that's why najiuliza if it's just a crush or falling in love.. The man is good in keeping in touch with people in communication wise but unfortunately kwangu mimi ni kama may be I'm not his type although he is just a friend because he doesn't text me, sometimes he doesn't reply my texts, or even pick up my calls.
Inauma lakini ndo hivo inabidi nimuache aende. [emoji124]. Ijapokuwa kuna wakati nikijisikia upweke naumia, lakini ndo hivo afu kuna wakati natamani nimshirikishe jambo hasa la kufurahisha then napotezea maana ndo hivo najua atachukulia poa.
Yeye hunitafuta tu Pale akihitaji msaada wangu, otherwise he does not call or text. This makes me feel bad anyway he just doesn't know... Hakika moyo sukuma damu...