You're not in love with me

[cute b]

Daaaa tutapata tabu sana

Halafu huwezi amini jamaa anavyolalamika nilijikuta namkumbuka sana Johnny... Maana malalamiko na kujishusha kama vile yanafanana.

 

[Da'Vinci]

Halafu huwezi amini jamaa anavyolalamika nilijikuta namkumbuka sana Johnny... Maana malalamiko na kujishusha kama vile yanafanana.

Johnny sio kwamba anajishusha Bali anaongea uharisia. Hadi namkumbuka my Yemmie

 

[hiden]

Kumbe kuna watu wanalizwa hivi?

 

[Avriel]

You promised me a lot of things. Your words gave me the confidence I never had. For the first time I was content in my life.. You told me everything I wanted to hear.
But I can see it in your eyes.. You're not in love with me.
I see the way you look at him.. Your smile seems so much brighter. The spark in your eyes were brighter. I've never seen you that happy before.
I see the way he looks at you too. He seems happier. But the problem between you two is just me.
You think you're in love with me...!! But please don't fool yourself and me.
We both know that it's not me that you want. It's hurting me each abd everyday to see you with him. You told me I meant the most to you.
You said I would look perfect if I lost some weight.. I looked at him, his body was perfect. And I looked at mine. The only thing I saw were stretchmarks and scars.. I felt the confidence in me fade away. It hurt me. Such simple words destroyed me..
I used to love eating. It calmed me down. But every time someone would ask me if I was hungry I would say no. Even though I was starving. But I'd do anything for you right?
But you started drifting away from me and towards him. And in that moment that you chose to make him smile than stop me from cutting.. I knew you didn't care anymore.
I knew you could be happy without me.
It's so painful seeing the smiles you show him, you used to only smile like that with me, I wish I could've made you that happy. I want to know, What have I done wrong? What did I do to make you leave me? What did I do to make you forget me that easily? Was I ready to give everything up for you.
I wish you didn't say the words you said. Cause you didn't mean them. And now I am left behind with the broken pieces of my heart and broken promises. But I am dumb...
Because if I had the chance to turn back time. I would've still chosen to love you. I don't want to forget every memory of us. It hurts remembering them. But it's the only thing that is keeping me alive.
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Aisee.....
Breath in and out, observe the energy within you.
Mahaba ya dhati yakikufikia hayanaga maelezo ukiyapitia maumivu kwayo..
Miss you Ushimen.

 

[cute b]

Johnny sio kwamba anajishusha Bali anaongea uharisia. Hadi namkumbuka my Yemmie

Hamna, sasa malalamiko kama ya mtoa mada unaona kabisa bora bibie atimue maana jamaa angepata BP bure. Maana yeye anaumia na hana cha kufanya.

Johnny haongei uhalisia sema anapenda kujiona si kitu si chochote. Na hichi kitu kita mcost sana Johnny kwa sababu mahusiano yote hatokuwa na confidence.

Mfano yemmie hata akizidisha chumvi bahati mbaya jamaa atahisi ni makusudi kwa sababu hana chochote na pia jeuri ya kuuliza atakuwa hana.

 

[Da'Vinci]

Hamna, sasa malalamiko kama ya mtoa mada unaona kabisa bora bibie atimue maana jamaa angepata BP bure. Maana yeye anaumia na hana cha kufanya.

Johnny haongei uhalisia sema anapenda kujiona si kitu si chochote. Na hichi kitu kita mcost sana Johnny kwa sababu mahusiano yote hatokuwa na confidence.

Mfano yemmie hata akizidisha chumvi bahati mbaya jamaa atahisi ni makusudi kwa sababu hana chochote na pia jeuri ya kuuliza atakuwa hana.

Johnny anaongea mile kilichopo sema ndio hivo humuamini. Yemmie truly you were not in love with Johhny.
You're so missed with Johnny, lovely Yemmie.

 

[BILGERT]

Nguvu zangu nmezielekeza kutafuta hela.. Na kumtumikia Mungu. Mapenzi yalitaka yanifanye Chizi, yaani umeachwa bila sababu. Unaanza kutuma message na kupiga simu kuomba msamaha.. Hakuelewi, unajiliza hakuelewi. Poleni saana mlio wahi pitia nyakati kama ile. Yale maumivu hayafananishwi, yale ya kufiwa hayaingii ndani

 

[cute b]

Johnny anaongea mile kilichopo sema ndio hivo humuamini. Yemmie truly you were not in love with Johhny.
You're so missed with Johnny, lovely Yemmie.

If you have no confidence in self, you are twice defeated in the race of life.
So regardless of how you feel inside, always try to look like a winner!!

 

[Unpaired]

wakati nipo chuo haya mambo nilikua nafanya sana

 

[Mbaga Jr]

but u can always treat her better than he can untill the end

 

[Da'Vinci]

If you have no confidence in self, you are twice defeated in the race of life.
So regardless of how you feel inside, always try to look like a winner!!

Nadhani ni bora zaidi kutokua na self confidence. Kama IPO IPO tu..
I likely to be difference and unique

 

[Ushimen]

ha ha ha ha tupende tunapopendwa na tusipende tunapopenda

Nikweli chief, lakini ninani asiejua nguvu ya mapenzi... na anyooshe mkono juu..

 

[Ushimen]

Hiko kikristo, eeeeh!

What do you mean...

 

[Ushimen]

Yes mapenz buana. Sometimes uchizi eee

Absolutely yes....

 

[Ushimen]

What went wrong?

Nothing serious chief....

 

[Rohombaya]

Dah...naona mistari ya wimbo fulani hivi....

 

[Ushimen]

Mkuu kwenye hayo mahusiano inaonyesha ulikuwa na wivu sana halafu dizaini kama hukuwa na hela , hukuwa hendisamu na wala hukuwa na six park hivyo ulikuwa unajishtukia tuu ukiona bibie yupo na mtu aliyekuzidi. Japo kikristo kigumu ila nimejitahidi kuelewa.

But the only thing a person can ever really do is keep moving forward...... Take that big leap forward without hesitation, without once looking back. Simply forget the past and forge toward the future.

Kwa huyo ndiyo ishabuma!!!!

The question was always WHY...!!
Why did she choose him over me....!!??
Why did she said that she loves me even she don't...!!??

 

[Ushimen]

Halafu huwezi amini jamaa anavyolalamika nilijikuta namkumbuka sana Johnny... Maana malalamiko na kujishusha kama vile yanafanana.

Damn...
Poor me and John...

 

[Ushimen]

Kumbe kuna watu wanalizwa hivi?

Una umri gani...!!??

 

[Daby]

You promised me a lot of things. Your words gave me the confidence I never had. For the first time I was content in my life.. You told me everything I wanted to hear.
But I can see it in your eyes.. You're not in love with me.
I see the way you look at him.. Your smile seems so much brighter. The spark in your eyes were brighter. I've never seen you that happy before.
I see the way he looks at you too. He seems happier. But the problem between you two is just me.
You think you're in love with me...!! But please don't fool yourself and me.
We both know that it's not me that you want. It's hurting me each abd everyday to see you with him. You told me I meant the most to you.
You said I would look perfect if I lost some weight.. I looked at him, his body was perfect. And I looked at mine. The only thing I saw were stretchmarks and scars.. I felt the confidence in me fade away. It hurt me. Such simple words destroyed me..
I used to love eating. It calmed me down. But every time someone would ask me if I was hungry I would say no. Even though I was starving. But I'd do anything for you right?
But you started drifting away from me and towards him. And in that moment that you chose to make him smile than stop me from cutting.. I knew you didn't care anymore.
I knew you could be happy without me.
It's so painful seeing the smiles you show him, you used to only smile like that with me, I wish I could've made you that happy. I want to know, What have I done wrong? What did I do to make you leave me? What did I do to make you forget me that easily? Was I ready to give everything up for you.
I wish you didn't say the words you said. Cause you didn't mean them. And now I am left behind with the broken pieces of my heart and broken promises. But I am dumb...
Because if I had the chance to turn back time. I would've still chosen to love you. I don't want to forget every memory of us. It hurts remembering them. But it's the only thing that is keeping me alive.
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