What am I missing?

Chris_A · Jul 3, 2026

My mind is in a mess right now, I think it's because there's a certain kind of clarity that I've been searching for but I just can't seem to find it.

1. Nimejaribu kuitafuta through achievements of different milestones ila still sijaipata.
2. Nimejaribu kuitafuta through self improvement habits ila still sijaipata. (reading books, reading the bible, working out, meditating and journaling)

Nilivyokua Sekondary, i used to think through graduating and passing that milestone nitaingia chuo and all will be well in a sense kwamba vitu vilivyokua vina nisumbua akili vitaondoka na ill be free and at peace at last. Lakini hapana.

Nimeingia chuo vitu vipya vikawa vinanisumbua akili, nikajiambia ya kwamba all will be well once i graduate and maybe through passing this new milestone, maybe then ill find freedom and clarity.
Ila hapana,

Nimemaliza chuo, vitu vipya vinanichosha akili. Nimejishtukia nipo kwenye loop ya kusema maybe nikipata tu kazi, all will be well.....ila nishaona uongo huo.

The sad part about all of the above ni kwamba, through that journey of finding clarity nimetumia weed, pombe and i was a womanizer/ player..........nilikua nikifanya yote hayo hoping nitapata the satisfaction and clarity am looking for, ila sijapata.

Najua kua kuna tragedies kubwa sana watu wanazopitia katika haya maisha, ila still that doesnt take away the curiosity of me asking.

What am i missing? kuna mtazamo wa maisha sioni au?

Monetary doctor · Jul 4, 2026

Kwa ushauri njoo pm Ila usiache pombe

Infropreneur · Jul 4, 2026

There is nothing on this earth that will satisfy us completely: no thing, no pleasure, no relationship.

Elon Musk kwa sasa ni Trillionaire ila bado anapambana awe Quadrillionaire.

Nothing will satisfy us completely.

win-one · Jul 4, 2026

kuna vitu umeviweka moyoni ndo vinakutesa fanya kuachilia moyo na tukubaliane na hali ya maisha yako, utaanza kuishi kwa amani kabisa

Lamomy · Jul 4, 2026

Ulijaribu kujiua? Hiyo inaweza kuwa nzuri kwako..!! Em jaribu na hakikisha umekufa..!

Kazakh destroyer · Jul 4, 2026

Chris_A said:
My mind is in a mess right now, I think it's because there's a certain kind of clarity that I've been searching for but I just can't seem to find it.

1. Nimejaribu kuitafuta through achievements of different milestones ila still sijaipata.
2. Nimejaribu kuitafuta through self improvement habits ila still sijaipata. (reading books, reading the bible, working out, meditating and journaling)

Nilivyokua Sekondary, i used to think through graduating and passing that milestone nitaingia chuo and all will be well in a sense kwamba vitu vilivyokua vina nisumbua akili vitaondoka na ill be free and at peace at last. Lakini hapana.

Nimeingia chuo vitu vipya vikawa vinanisumbua akili, nikajiambia ya kwamba all will be well once i graduate and maybe through passing this new milestone, maybe then ill find freedom and clarity.
Ila hapana,

Nimemaliza chuo, vitu vipya vinanichosha akili. Nimejishtukia nipo kwenye loop ya kusema maybe nikipata tu kazi, all will be well.....ila nishaona uongo huo.

The sad part about all of the above ni kwamba, through that journey of finding clarity nimetumia weed, pombe and i was a womanizer/ player..........nilikua nikifanya yote hayo hoping nitapata the satisfaction and clarity am looking for, ila sijapata.

Najua kua kuna tragedies kubwa sana watu wanazopitia katika haya maisha, ila still that doesnt take away the curiosity of me asking.

What am i missing? kuna mtazamo wa maisha sioni au?

"Wale walioamini na zikatulizana nyoyo zao kwa kumkumbuka Allah, hakika kwa kumkumbuka Allah ndio nyoyo hutulizana!."

Qur'an 13:28

Imagine umekaa mahali pa peke yako, usiku wa giza moyo wako umeyaweka matatizo yote na tabu za dunia pembeni, macho yako yanatiririsha machozi, unamuita Allah bwana wa walimwengu wote kwa sauti ya chini:-

"Ee mola wangu! dunia imekuwa ngumu kwangu, moyo wangu unakaribia kupasuka kwa matatizo ya kila namna yanayoniandama, nisogeze kwako ee mola wangu! na unitajirishe nisimtegemee yeyote ila wewe.."

Imagine the feeling!? haijui hali hiyo isipokuwa yule aliyewahi kuipitia, sikiliza ndugu yangu Chris_A utafanya mambo yote wala hutopata hicho unachokitafuta, nyoyo zina ufakiri wa milele kwa kumkosa yule aliyeziumba.

Asante.

AXIOM APEX VERBOSE · Jul 4, 2026

Chris_A said:
Najua kua kuna tragedies kubwa sana watu wanazopitia katika haya maisha, ila still that doesnt take away the curiosity of me asking.

What am i missing? kuna mtazamo wa maisha sioni au?

Mwishoni kabisa -tuliza ball, ndio mchezo wa Maisha ulivyo unaishi km unashindana kwenye mchezo fulani sasa huu mchezo wa maisha kuna wakati inakubidi utulize mpira chini ili uone vizuri unapotoka na unapoelekea ukiende enda tu unapotea na unapoteza kila kitu ni km vile mtu anaechezea -kindege

I feel good · Jul 4, 2026

Chris_A said:
My mind is in a mess right now, I think it's because there's a certain kind of clarity that I've been searching for but I just can't seem to find it.

1. Nimejaribu kuitafuta through achievements of different milestones ila still sijaipata.
2. Nimejaribu kuitafuta through self improvement habits ila still sijaipata. (reading books, reading the bible, working out, meditating and journaling)

Nilivyokua Sekondary, i used to think through graduating and passing that milestone nitaingia chuo and all will be well in a sense kwamba vitu vilivyokua vina nisumbua akili vitaondoka na ill be free and at peace at last. Lakini hapana.

Nimeingia chuo vitu vipya vikawa vinanisumbua akili, nikajiambia ya kwamba all will be well once i graduate and maybe through passing this new milestone, maybe then ill find freedom and clarity.
Ila hapana,

Nimemaliza chuo, vitu vipya vinanichosha akili. Nimejishtukia nipo kwenye loop ya kusema maybe nikipata tu kazi, all will be well.....ila nishaona uongo huo.

The sad part about all of the above ni kwamba, through that journey of finding clarity nimetumia weed, pombe and i was a womanizer/ player..........nilikua nikifanya yote hayo hoping nitapata the satisfaction and clarity am looking for, ila sijapata.

Najua kua kuna tragedies kubwa sana watu wanazopitia katika haya maisha, ila still that doesnt take away the curiosity of me asking.

What am i missing? kuna mtazamo wa maisha sioni au?

It's not what are you missing? It's what do you want in life? Try to know what do you want in life... Starehe zitakupotezea resources tu, hazitasaidia kufahamu your purpose in life.

AXIOM APEX VERBOSE · Jul 4, 2026

Lamomy said:
Ulijaribu kujiua? Hiyo inaweza kuwa nzuri kwako..!! Em jaribu na hakikisha umekufa..!

Duuuh sasa km akifa atapata faida gani baada ya kufa?

Mr simple M · Jul 4, 2026

Haupo kwenye kale ka age ketu heavy ka 20's

Anyway tuwe serious kidogo mkuu hivi imani yako kubwa katika haya maisha ni nini yaani unaamini katika industry ipi?

dosho12 · Jul 4, 2026

Infropreneur said:
There is nothing on this earth that will satisfy us completely: no thing, no pleasure, no relationship.

Elon Musk kwa sasa ni Trillionaire ila bado anapambana awe Quadrillionaire.

Nothing will satisfy us completely.

Nakubaliana na wewe,
kuna msemo mmoja upo kwenye series ya Game if thrones ulisemwa na peter baelish " it doesn't matter what we want because once we get it we want something else"

Smart911 · Jul 4, 2026

Nothing...

Cc: Mahondaw

Infropreneur · Jul 4, 2026

dosho12 said:
Nakubaliana na wewe,
kuna msemo mmoja upo kwenye series ya Game if thrones ulisemwa na peter baelish " it doesn't matter what we want because once we get it we want something else"

We always want more more and more.

Elevenn · Jul 4, 2026

I feel good said:
It's not what are you missing? It's what do you want in life? Try to know what do you want in life... Starehe zitakupotezea resources tu, hazitasaidia kufahamu your purpose in life.

How can one know what he or she wants in life?

Elevenn · Jul 4, 2026

Infropreneur said:
There is nothing on this earth that will satisfy us completely: no thing, no pleasure, no relationship.

Elon Musk kwa sasa ni Trillionaire ila bado anapambana awe Quadrillionaire.

Nothing will satisfy us completely.

Satisfaction isn't an object my friend.

Elevenn · Jul 4, 2026

Can you tell me a little bit of you?

Infropreneur · Jul 4, 2026

de Gunner said:
Satisfaction isn't an object my friend.

Kuna aliyekwambia ni object?

Elevenn · Jul 4, 2026

Infropreneur said:
Kuna aliyekwambia ni object?

When you say nothing can satisfy us what do you mean?

dosho12 · Jul 4, 2026

de Gunner said:
Satisfaction isn't an object my friend.

Sidhani kama hapo kazungumzia satisfication kama object nahisi utakuwa umemuelewa vibaya sababu kataja pleasure na relationship na hizo ni feelings

Elevenn · Jul 4, 2026

dosho12 said:
Sidhani kama hapo kazungumzia satisfication kama object nahisi utakuwa umemuelewa vibaya sababu kataja pleasure na relationship na hizo ni feelings

Alicho fanya kasema we can't find satisfaction kwenye objects like money and things... Ndo Alicho maanisha hapo Sema ameongea indirectly

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