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Huo ushauri wako umetulia sana
Wewe ulikuwa mlevi mwerevu caz despite kutumia vilevi lkn bado ulishika shule
Dah mimi nakumbuka mabalaaa tuuuuuuuu,primary school nilipelekwa kwa sababu ya utundu (i was only 5) kwa mwaka shule nilikuwa nahudhuria siku 150 nikijitahid siku 160 kwa mwaka sema skul niliacha jina kati ya wanafunzi 120 darasan 15 waliofaulu nilikuwepo,form 1-4 namba nzuri niliyowah kuishika class ni 24 kati ya watu 80 napo nikaacha jina nilifaulu kuliko wanafunz wooote wa Arts,balaa tena likaanza advance nilikuwa navuta sigara,gozo,bangi nilikuwa nakunywa bia,gongo,ulanzi etc Mungu sio Athuman nikatoboa,Chuo kikuu ndo nilikaribia kudead kwa ajili ya heroine,bangi na tungi sema Mungu alinisaidia sanaaaa nikaacha baada ya kwenda rehab then nikaja kurudia hivyo hivyo madawa na kitabu mpaka nakuja kumaliza chuo kikuu napata honorable degree yangu sikuamini and i was just 22 hapa duniani ninachojua ni shule na ulevi.Thanks God for making me sober nina mwaka wanne sijavuta hata fegi am weighting 78 kg na watu wengi wanasema nafanya kazi sehemu au nina deals za kupiga hela kumbe hata kazi bado sijapata!
USHAURI:Mungu hakupi mzigo/jaribu litakalokulostisha ndo mana nampenda kuliko upeo.
"U will never know that u are strong until when being strong is the only option U have".
Ushauri:
1. Always stay on top of the game,usivimbe kichwa kwa mafanikio uliyo nayo ukabweteka.Kubwa kuliko yote epuka company ambazo hazikuongezei utashi wa kufanikisha malengo yako.Marafik zangu walikuwa watu wema na wenye kupenda mafanikio lkn walikuwa careless na walibweteka kama mimi.
2. Sometimes kubadilisha mazingira kuna siadia,Si lazima uende abroad,hata kubadili mkoa tu.Kunakufanya upate wasaa wa kuwaza nje ya box
3. Your success can be your destruction,stay focused
...need not say more, pouwa sana Mkuu!
Haters are motivators.
I love haters.
Shouts out to all the haters.
True Friends? ? ?
the snake slithers around
sneaky not to make a sound
slowly creeps upon his prey
attacks then runs away
beware of him he bites
and does it within his rights
he might be pretty to look at
but truly he's ugly lot
the snake will smother
even kill his own mother
snakes are full of greed
upon your soul he will feed
the snake is a self-adoring creature
humility is not a feature
snakes are everywhere
so beware.......
Dah mimi nakumbuka mabalaaa tuuuuuuuu,primary school nilipelekwa kwa sababu ya utundu (i was only 5) kwa mwaka shule nilikuwa nahudhuria siku 150 nikijitahid siku 160 kwa mwaka sema skul niliacha jina kati ya wanafunzi 120 darasan 15 waliofaulu nilikuwepo,form 1-4 namba nzuri niliyowah kuishika class ni 24 kati ya watu 80 napo nikaacha jina nilifaulu kuliko wanafunz wooote wa Arts,balaa tena likaanza advance nilikuwa navuta sigara,gozo,bangi nilikuwa nakunywa bia,gongo,ulanzi etc Mungu sio Athuman nikatoboa,Chuo kikuu ndo nilikaribia kudead kwa ajili ya heroine,bangi na tungi sema Mungu alinisaidia sanaaaa nikaacha baada ya kwenda rehab then nikaja kurudia hivyo hivyo madawa na kitabu mpaka nakuja kumaliza chuo kikuu napata honorable degree yangu sikuamini and i was just 22 hapa duniani ninachojua ni shule na ulevi.Thanks God for making me sober nina mwaka wanne sijavuta hata fegi am weighting 78 kg na watu wengi wanasema nafanya kazi sehemu au nina deals za kupiga hela kumbe hata kazi bado sijapata!
USHAURI:Mungu hakupi mzigo/jaribu litakalokulostisha ndo mana nampenda kuliko upeo.
mi nna mengi mno nikiandika hapa page itakuwa yangu
My dear okay naomba mnisamehe nikichanganya lugha hapa . Naomba to share on changa moto zilizo nip a maendeleo kidogo ya kimaisha.
For those peoples mnaoishi/ mlioishi ughaibuni mnajua au kufahamu kidogo maisha ya ughaibuni yalivyokuwa magumu especially ukiwa Hauna muongozo maalum au MTU Wa kukuongoza kimaisha. We all have dreams better dreams to achieve ,kwa wale walio ughaibuni wangu wao huwa wanawaza kwenda shule, kutafuta, kujijenga kimaisha na kurudi home Tz or to stay wherever they are .
Half of my life nimekulia ughaibuni na nimejifunza mingi, mingi sana I thank God. Kwa wale waliowahi kuishi na Mama Wa kufikia I think sio wote ambao walikuwa na adventures nzuri nisameheni kama nimewakosea, na sisemi wamama wote Wa kufikia ni wabaya au aliyewahi kuwa na Mimi ni mmbaya hapana ,site zilikuwa ni changamoto za kimaisha.
Sijatokea katika familia ya kitajiri Wa Mali sikudanganyi kwetu ni masikini lakini pamoja na umasikini wetu tulifundishwa sana upendo , upendo, na heshima, heshima , kumcha Mungu, Mungu ambavyo mpaka Leo najivunia kokote ni lipo hapa duniani.
At the age Fulani tukiwa ughaibuni Mama yangu Wa kufikia alinifukuza home ( my Dad hakuwepo, kwa kuwa anasafiri sana,nchi nyingine za nnnje, kikazi) . Hapo ndio story yangu ya changa moto ya kimaisha ilipoanza. I struggled a lot by myself to survive, nilihamishwa house to house just to be able to survive . Kuna kipindi waliokaa na Mimi pia waliona ni mzigo, kwa ughaibuni yes ni mzigo.
Nilishii maisha ya kutangatanga mpaka Mungu akaniwezesha kumaliza High school, I thank God for. Nilifanikiwa kupata full scholarship ya mambo ya healthcare. Nikiwa boarding school (college) ,nikapata bad news kuwa school haikuweza kutulipia tena. So kila MTU ilibidi arudi makwao. Kipindi hicho kumbuka I didn't have a place to call a home sweet home. Another test. Still I survived kwa kupata msaada kwa watu mbali mbali ambao walinipenda sana ,sana na wengi walitoka nchi tofauti but not Tz. Anyway ni mengi sana yalitokea mpaka kufikia hapa nilipo namshukuru Mungu kwa yote.
Vitu nilivyofanya mpaka vimenifikisha hapa ni:
Kumtegemea Mungu complete. ( At that point of my life sikuwa na solution especially kumlilia Mungu usiku na mchana ili anisaidie kwa sababu everyday kwangu ilikuwa ni kilio, hizi ni, na majonzi kwangu, but faraja ilikuwa ni Mungu tuu).
Kusamehe . ( Niliamua kusamehe ili God to set me free, nilifunga safari after years and years kumfuata my step mother and I apologize to her even though sikujua kosa langu la yeye kunifukuza Usiku Wa manane ughaibuni bila kujua wapi ningeenda but God walked with me through, with all happened still I have decided to forgive her na kumjulisha yes nimemsamehe, na we made a peace until now we are friends).
To be happy ( I chose to be and take every trials, problems ,challenges as they are not permanent situation.Its only for season .)
Respect ( Not that sikuwahi kuwa na respect no dear ila niliiongeza zaidi kwa maana inasaidia sana . Imagine people who were helped me most of them hawakuwa watz , they had different cultures, religion and from different country.)
To love more .( I have decided to do this not that sikuwa na upendo , no dear nilikuwa nao ila niliuzidisha hadi sasa kwa Napenda kupenda na pia ni faraja ya moyo wangu pale ninapopenda. )
Hard work ( oh may I can't tell you how much it pays off. It does really pay off, kwa kufanya kile cha passion yako kutoka moyoni,working hard without ceasing and you will see the reward maishani mwako. Never take No as your answer, always try to go extra Miles in your life , without kujali nini watasema,au wakufikiriaje, just be you and show what you got .)
So ndugu Nataka nikutie moyo popote ulipo tusife moyo katika maisha hata siku moja. Be a fighter dear and depend on God with everything you do . Yule aliyekuambia hautaweza hebu jaribu kusema na Mungu uone kama atakupa the same answer, I doubt. The loveissweet you see here its not who you are thinking dear, nimekubali mengi tuu yatokee kwangu ili nipate experience na to learn new things. Only I can say just know who you are , where you come from and who is able to deliver you from that situation you are inn then utapata upeo na ushupavu Wa kumove on with your life .
Take every negatives comments from people as the place to change you better for tomorrow. Nilishawahi kuambiwa mengi tuu Mimi kawa sitomaliza shule, sitofanikiwa kimaisha na mingi tuu lakini kiko wapi now , just know He who is in you ,is greater than the world. Stay on the track whatever are you facing now and God who knows you before informed in your Mother's womb , He appointed you to become a witness to the all Nations, receive it dear. Thanks.
"U will never know that u are strong until when being strong is the only option U have".
Mimi changamoto yangu ilikuwa sio Njia ya shida sana ila naweza kusema ni unique sababu hakuna mtu ambaye anaweza kuiona kuwa ni changamoto
I worked three years baada ya kumaliza chuo,I thank God Nilipata my dream job lakini Matokeo yake nikabweteka,kuridhika ni kubaya sababu kunakufanya Usiwe ambitious zaidi
Watu wengi wanahisi ukiwa na kazi nzuri(Mshahara mnono na unaipenda) Basi maisha umeyapatia lkn hawaoni swala la kuridhika kama ni kikwazo. Maisha yana badilika,hasa kwenye ulimwengu wa professionalism,lazima kila muda ujiupgrade,lazima uwe on top kwenye professional yako ili uendane na ushindani
Kubweta kwangu kulinifanya nisiwaze kusoma masters,kufanya any professional certification,nilikuwa off track hata kwenye maswala ya kimahusiano sababu nilijiona nipo vizuri financially na nina kazi nzuri so nikawa nakula bata na kuwa careless.Matatizo mengi yanayo husiana na mahusiano niliyapata ambayo nisingependa kuyaongelea
Now umri ukaenda,malengo yangu ambayo nilopanga kabla kufikisha certain age yakawa hayaja timia na kubwa zaidi ofisini wakawa wanataka watu ambao wana qualification ziada.Hapo ndipo nilishtuka na kuanza kukumbuka aliyokuwa ananiambia mzee wangu,alinisisitiza sana nisibweteke,nifanye mpango wa kurudi shule lkn nilikuwa sielewi.
Ilibidi nichukue uamuzi,I had to step out of the cyle,nikaamua kuja mbali na mazingira yaliyo nizunguka na imenisaidia sana maana nilianza kusoma masters tz lkn sikuwa serious.I thank God as I am speaking now this year nimefanikiwa kupata two professional certifications,I am about to finish my masters programme and next year nitarudi bongo kumalizia masters yangu nyingine niliyokuwa nimeianza kabla sijaondoka.I dropped all the relationship bullshits,I have one and only one gf nayempenda na nina malengo naye. I am a completely new person now,kuja mbali kumenisaidia kuona Vitu from a different angle na kujua wapi nilikosea
Ushauri:
1. Always stay on top of the game,usivimbe kichwa kwa mafanikio uliyo nayo ukabweteka.Kubwa kuliko yote epuka company ambazo hazikuongezei utashi wa kufanikisha malengo yako.Marafik zangu walikuwa watu wema na wenye kupenda mafanikio lkn walikuwa careless na walibweteka kama mimi.
2. Sometimes kubadilisha mazingira kuna siadia,Si lazima uende abroad,hata kubadili mkoa tu.Kunakufanya upate wasaa wa kuwaza nje ya box
3. Your success can be your destruction,stay focused
some haters can break your heart....
those you don't expect to hate..you expect them to be proud of your success....
tafuta lyrics za 'juju' by Ice prince...
Mmh nikiona hio avatar hua naogopa
Why?...........
bado napigika nikitoka ntashea dearandika tu mpendwa!
You sound like a good and responsible father hongera kwa hilo!Be proud!!Ine of my best xperiences ni siku ambayo mke wangu alijifungua ilikuwa january 2010...
nilimpeleka hsptl usiku tena ilikuwa ni siku ya b/day yangu...i ddnt slip that night
Kuna hisia ambazo huwezi kuzielezea wakat mwingine.