Hello Fams! My name is David... I feel like my life sucks...
I'm sick and I'm sick and tired of being sick, tired of yelling inside, tired of being alone, tired of being angry, tired of feeling stuck, tired of needing help, tired of missing things, tired of being different, tired of feeling worthless, tired of feeling empty inside, tired of wishing to end up here...
I'm constantly in pain, yes in pain every single second, the pain is still there when I'm smiling, it's there when I don't talk about it, when I say I'm fine I have a very different definition than others do...
Some people around here assume I'm lazy when they have no idea how much effort it takes me to just be up and about,
I have a chronicle illness don't be surprised when I don't answer calls or reply to sms straightaway. when I cancel plans especially at the last minute, when It seems like I'm not interested, when I don't show up in social gathering or parties. I still love friends, but sometime my illness prevent me from doing the same things as I did before. wish they don't give up on me...
I didn't like to write you this but at this moment bad thoughts are running in my mind, what on Earth am I doing. Just pray for me friends.