1.It might be a sign that you are going through a depression au una matatizo ambayo huna wa kushare nae au wa kuyatatua! Una vitu unavyotamani sana maishani ambavyo havijawa so your mind goes into fantasy mode, as a result unakuwa unaingiliwa!
2.It is also possible you are living a double life whereby huna principles unazosimamia kwenye maisha. Yaani huwezi kusema kwa hakika wewe ni nani au misimamo yako ni ipi from a morality point of view (wewe nikikuuliza kama usagaji ni kitu kizuri au kibaya - utaniambia inategemea mazingira!!!!! You need to believe in what you believe in and walk it!
3. It is also very possible that your problems are not psychological or emotional instead they are spiritual! You need a complete spiritual turn around - deal with your heart and mind (cleansing and deliverance) and you will be whole/free from perverseness spirit!