*He always wanted me to be close to God. Hata nikikengeuka i always find my way back through his words, he built that foundation for me.
Kila tulipovuka hatua fulani +ve or -ve kwenye maisha yetu, alitufundisha kushukuru kwa kutoa sadaka maalumu ya shukrani.
-Nilipokuwa napitia kachangamoto, alikuwa ananiambia "HS kwa nini usifunge then tutoe na sadaka". Ninamshukuru mno kwa sababu alinijengea msingi imara wa Imani, kila siku najitahidi kuwa karibu na Mungu. Siachi changamoto au dhambi zangu ziniweke mbali na Mungu. Naanguka, narudi nyuma, ila I will surely find my way back to God. That's the path he directed me and I finally chose it as my path too.
Bado nayakumbuka maneno yake "Kuwa na bidii na muombe Mungu. Unajua nilipotoka na nilipo leo, sikuwa na mtu yeyote "mkuu" wa kunisaidia, ila ni kwa neema tu za Mungu, ameninyanyua hadi hapa nilipo"
*He valued friendship like nobody's business. And that went directly to my soul. I value friendship and I'm grateful God has blessed me with multiple loyal friends. We have always been far from each other, but we have always got each other back. Mungu tutunzie urafiki wetu
*Standing my ground lol. I guess this is what has made me a lil bit stubborn. Nikisema yes or no ndo itakavyokuwa, though in a very polite way lakini ndo nimeshamaliza. But, I honestly love this "lil man" in me.
*Alikuwa anapenda sana kututania, he had petty names for all of us. Alikuwa anatuambia "nyie me nikifa mtalia sana, wenzenu nyumba nyingine wakisikia tu baba anakuja wanakimbilia uvunguni, nyie ndo kwanza mnakuja tupige story. And yes, only God knows the gap he left in our hearts and lives
*He cared for us too much, and I am over-caring and I like attention too much. My man was always there for me. Still remember nikiwa mdogo ananiogesha ,ikifika jioni we would go for an evening walk. Baada ya kuanza shule, alinisaidia home works zangu zote anytime nilipohitaji msaada wake. Kuna muda weekend hatoki ananisaidia kusikiliza nachotakiwa kwenda kupresent j3 shule. And yes sijasahau how he would write me some short sweet notes on how he loves me. He would send me cards, paying me surprise visits at school/college. Bila kusahau kunitumia messages za "grand warnings", anataka nibehave vipi esp baada ya kuingia chuo. Alijua ratiba zangu zote, kuna muda nipo kwenye mtihani, ananitumia message ya kuniombea kwenye mitihani yangu. He created very beautiful memories of my life. And our bond still today, I believe it was purely made in heaven. Pa, I love you so so much
Ni mengi mengi siwezi kusimulia yote, though it still hurts me, I couldn't understand what he was trying to tell us in his last minutes.......... And till today I always talk of him as if he is still alive. Sijaweza kumuita marehemu not even once........ May you continue to rest in perfect peace swts