I Am Doing Something Abominable And I Know But I Need Help .........

I am like I said doing something abominable and I know. But I cant help myself. I am an existing member of (...) but I cant post this using my ID for fear of the stigma cos some of friends in school knows my ID

I am 23yrs old and I am sleeping with my two elder sisters husbands. I am the last girl in a family of 4, 3 girls & a boy. The boy is the oldest. The most painful part is that I am in love one, who happens to be my immediate elder sister's husband. my immediate elder sister is 4yrs older than me. I have always had a crush on her husband right from when they were dating but I never thought it will get to the stage of me sleeping with him. Their marriage is 2yrs although they have no children yet. I am in (........) and their house is close to my school so I moved in with them after their wedding. Our illicit affair didnt start until april last year. My sister works very far and leaves for work very early in the morning while the husband is a business man . So I am left with making his food in the mornings before he goes to work. The first time was a mistake but it has never stopped after that mistake. It is actually a daily routine except on weekends that my sister doesnt work. I have cried several times because of what I am doing to her because she doesnt deserve it. She is a wonderful person.

On the part of my eldest sister, her husband is very wealthy and so he buys me things I can only dream of whenever he travels. He calls me baby of the house. They have 3 kids. His own is that he seduced me with a drink on my 20th birthday. I lived with them from when I was 17. We still do once in a while but its usually against my will cos he buys me stuffs even as I am in my immediate elder sister's house. I think I am finished if this thing gets out. I want to stop but I am already in love with my immediate elder sister's husband. He is so caring and so romantic. Someone please slap me out of this.

My take: Shetani yupo katika kazi yake imenishangaza sana......not me FL:sad:

Pole sana FL1.Hii inatokea sana kwenye majumba yetu, ila impact yake pale watakapopatikana haipimiki!..Ni lazima ndoa ivunjike na watoto waanze kuteseka mitaani...Nae shetani kwa jinsi alivyo mwovu anaweka vivutio vizuri sana kwenye illicit relations kama hivi ilivyo kwa hawa!

si yeye ni mtu mmoja huyo..

The Black Moses said:

Pole sana FL1.Hii inatokea sana kwenye majumba yetu, ila impact yake pale watakapopatikana haipimiki!..Ni lazima ndoa ivunjike!

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MAKUBWA!
Kikulacho siku zote kiko wapi?

Kwa kuwa inaonekana keshanogewa na mapenzi ya shemeji zake basi pia asubiri kunogewa na litakalotokea baada ya dada zake kujua.
Kama anataka awe na amani ni bora aachane nao wote na atafute mwanaume mwingine.

mmmmm ni vema ulivyoshtuka unachofanya sio sahihi na huyo dada astahili hilo unalomfanyie, uswipokee tena zawadi za shemeji yako atakazokununulia, hama hilo eneo kama kweli unachukia unachofanya nenda kwa ndugu mwingine na kuaza maisha upya, ( usije ukaenda pengine na kuaza mahusiano mapya na mume wa dada yako mwingine)

May be is just a storY

mmmh,I real dnt think kama anahitaji kweli kuacha,coz mtu ukiamua kitu hata kama kinakuuma kiasi gani but once you decide to let it go then you dont have to listen to some ones opinion!How coul she for Gods sake?if she decided to share her sisters "DICK"Thats too and very low.She knw wat she wanted,she is and so happy about it,I real dont think she needs an advise,she is just a devil herself!
My Take:if she is real sorry for wat she did,she should stop it once,and confess it to them! Thast the real meaning of true confession.

We are just becoming cheaper and cheaper!!

whooo...

This is a tough one, for real!

Depending on how you look at the issue; naweza kuliangalia ki-gender, umaskini, siblings rival, tabia mbaya tu, ushenzi wa wanaume, blindness ya dada zake, ushenzi wa huyo dada... molestation nk

Sijui hata nianzie wapi

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Pearl said:

mmmh,I real dnt think kama anahitaji kweli kuacha,coz mtu ukiamua kitu hata kama kinakuuma kiasi gani but once you decide to let it go then you dont have to listen to some ones opinion!How coul she for Gods sake?if she decided to share her sisters "DICK"Thats too and very low.She knw wat she wanted,she is and so happy about it,I real dont think she needs an advise,she is just a devil herself!
My Take:if she is real sorry for wat she did,she should stop it once,and confess it to them! Thast the real meaning of true confession.

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Du..wee Pearl..Unataka mwenzio anyonywe macho?...awaambie nduguze tena kuwa alikuwa anashare nao koni?....Hell Noooo!..Aamue toka moyoni tu kwamba hatorudia, na wakimsaundisha zaidi awatishie kwamba atawaambia dada zake...@Lakini kuwapa ishu live ni sooo kabisa.

Halafu FL1, naomba kujua, je hawa mabwana waliooa dada zake wanajuana kwamba wanaendesha gari mojaapo kwa kusaidiana kutumbukiza gia?...are they aware?

Thats not the meaning of true confession,if she is real sorry its beta aseme ukweli wote na kuomba msamaha,cnt you see huyu ni zaidi ya nyoka?cnt u see anaweza kufanya chochte sababu ya pesa?if you real want peace with ur self then go and have peace with your enemy,msema kweli ni mpz wa Mungu!its beta to do the do before the do does you.

The Black Moses said:

Du..wee Pearl..Unataka mwenzio anyonywe macho?...awaambie nduguze tena kuwa alikuwa anashare nao koni?....Hell Noooo!..Aamue toka moyoni tu kwamba hatorudia, na wakimsaundisha zaidi awatishie kwamba atawaambia dada zake...@Lakini kuwapa ishu live ni sooo kabisa.

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Ninavyokuheshimu wewe kama ingekuwa ni wewe ningecha kuja hapa jamvini tangu leo!

son of soil said:

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Hii story hapa ndio mahali yake... na imeletwa kutoa changamoto na elimu kwa wadau pia ushauri kwani kuna many cases kama hizi majumbani mwetu, sijaelewa kwanini unataka iende cloudsfm

Ingekua zile zenye lugha kali, labda ningekuunga mkono... lakini kwa hili mkuu naomba nipingane na wewe

we can learn alot from this story... na inaonekana imetokea naija, which to them mwanamke kama huyo anaweza kutengwa na jamii nzima, mila zao ni ngumu sana kwa wanawake

genekai said:

Ninavyokuheshimu wewe kama ingekuwa ni wewe ningecha kuja hapa jamvini tangu leo!

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hata mie mwanzo nilishtuka

As long as you have admitted that you are wrong and realized that what you are doing is not fair,.Muombe Mungu sana,life is more than money,its dignity..and what you did is so very,too,extremely Low!.acha kupokea hizo zawadi,ask your sis akupeleke in a hostel o something,jiunge na some kinda group at school that will help your mind get over this spiritually..kuwa na msimamo,.tell yourself that you are worth more than just being used..bkoz hapo huna tofauti sana na some girl picked from the street and being paid,the only difference is that uko ndani..

son of soil said:

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ipotezee ,thanx