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Being alive...

Discussion in 'Jukwaa la Lugha' started by The Boss, Jul 26, 2012.

  1. The Boss

    The Boss JF-Expert Member

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    being all that alive
    isn’t so much a good thing
    there’s the pressure you
    get from people who wishes
    you all the best
    and yet I puke out my sorrows
    in a bottle of shame
    all that I am isn’t the same
    with my relatives
    who only think of the same gain
    I am not like that
    I also feel real pain
    I also want to just lie down
    and pretend all of this never
    I hate uber-positive things
    I hate being so charming to them
    I hate smiling and saying “oh, we
    are doing okay” or “yes, I am
    I want to say that I am not
    all there is is fakery and criticism
    behind my backs there is this
    faith yet who am I without the art
    of listening
    life’s a true b*tch if you tell me
    too much goodness can never last
    all we ever want is the realness
    of situations as we cradle it in
    our beds
    and looking through the mirror we
    break open the masks that has
    held us
    more than ever before
    we love and yet we lost
    we believe and yet we feel worse
    we mistake life for a real pleasure
    but all we have inside are thorns,
    and spikes and all that insane things
    that bind us to a fault, that makes
    us creative, that makes us understood
    in times of utter chaos
    chaos is always good
    when there is so much mundane routine
    I hate you so much I can die
    I want this life to begin in a proper context
    not just the sweet, purposeful existence
    everybody wants to die in
    we never love truly
    for we always beg to go down in history
  2. Kaunga

    Kaunga JF-Expert Member

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    Muhubiri amesema "....,yote ni ubatili tu"
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    Kongosho JF-Expert Member

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    Anataka kufungua kanisa naona.

  4. gfsonwin

    gfsonwin JF-Expert Member

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    bwana asifiwe