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Barua kwa Mama

Discussion in 'Habari na Hoja mchanganyiko' started by Mtu wa Kawaida, Apr 24, 2009.

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    Mtu wa Kawaida JF-Expert Member

    Apr 24, 2009
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    Dear Mommy,

    I am in Heaven now, sitting on God's lap.

    He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has
    been broken.

    I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite
    understand what has happened.

    I was so excited when I began realizing my

    I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had
    fingers and toes.

    I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not
    near ready to leave my surroundings.

    I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.

    Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding
    between you and me.

    Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.
    Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry.

    I heard Daddy yelling back.

    I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon.

    I wondered why you cried so much. One day you
    cried almost all of the day.

    I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so

    That same day, the most horrible thing happened.

    A very mean monster came into that warm,
    comfortable place I was in.

    I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never
    once tried to help me.

    Maybe you never heard me.

    The monster got closer and closer as I was
    screaming and screaming,

    "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help

    Complete terror is all I felt.

    I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't

    Then the monster started ripping my arms off.

    It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain.

    It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop.

    I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.

    Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying.

    I knew I would never see your face or hear you say
    how much you love me.

    I wanted to make all your tears go away.

    I had so many plans to make you happy.

    Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.

    Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain
    of my heart breaking, above all.

    I wanted more than anything to be your daughter.

    No use now, for I was dying a painful death.

    I could only imagine the terrible things that they
    had done to you.

    I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was
    gone, but I didn't know the words you could

    And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I
    was dead.

    I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge
    angel into a big beautiful place.

    I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.

    The angel took me to God and set me on His lap.

    He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then
    I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that
    killed me. He answered, "Abortion.

    I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels."

    I don't know what abortion is;

    I guess that's the name of the monster.

    I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how
    much I wanted to be your little girl.

    I tried very hard to live.

    I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the
    monster was too powerful.

    It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of
    me. It was impossible to live.

    I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you.

    I didn't want to die.

    Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion

    Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go
    through the kind of pain I did.

    Please be careful.

    Love, From
    your angel Heave