stevoh
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- Dec 5, 2011
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Hi, Mommy.
I'm your baby. You don't know me yet,
I'm only a
few weeks old. You're going to find out
about me
soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some
things about me. My name is John, and
I've got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair.
Well, I don't
have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be
your only child, and you'll call me your
one and
only. I'm going to grow up without a
daddy mostly,
but we have each other. We'll help each other, and
love each other. I want to be a doctor
when I grow
up. ... You found out about me today,
Mommy! You
were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone.
All you could do all day was smile, and
life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile,
Mommy. It will
be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the
best thing I see in my life. I know it
already. ... Today
was the day you told Daddy. You were
so excited to
tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He
kind of got angry. I don't think that you
noticed, but
he did. He started to talk about
something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't
think I understand yet. You were still
happy, though,
so it was okay. Then he did something
scary,
Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward,
and your hands flying up to protect me.
I was okay...
but I was very sad for you. You were
crying then,
Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make
me feel good. It made me cry, too. He
said sorry
after, and he hugged you again. You
forgave him,
Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You
say he loves you... why would he hurt
you? I don't
like it, Mommy. ... ... ... ... ... Finally, you
can see me!
Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so
proud of me! You went out with your
mommy to
buy new clothes, and you were so so
so happy. You
sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in
the whole wide world. When you sing
is when I'm
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel
safe. So safe.
You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I
will be perfect just for you. I will make
you proud,
and I will love you with all of my heart.
I can move my hands and feet now,
Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your
belly to feel
me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy.
... ... ... ... ... ...
Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really
scared. He was acting funny and he
wasn't talking
right. He said he didn't want you. I
don't know why,
but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got
angry, Mommy. When I grow up I
promise I won't
let you get hurt! I promise to protect
you. Daddy is
bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good
person, I think he's bad. But he hit you,
and he said
he didn't want us. He doesn't like me.
Why doesn't
he like me, Mommy? You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy.
Is everything
okay?
It's been three days since you saw
Daddy. You
haven't talked to me or touched me or anything
since that. Don't you still love me,
Mommy? I still
love you. I think you feel sad. The only
time I feel
you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of
curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your
arms, and I feel safe and warm again.
Why don't you
do that when you're awake, any more? I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't
you proud
of me? We're going somewhere today,
and it's
somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks
like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow
up, Mommy.
Did I tell you that? I hope you're as
excited as I am. I
can't wait.
...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still
beating, but I don't know what you are
thinking. The
doctor is talking to you. I think
something's going to
happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me.
Then I will feel
safe again. I love you!
Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It
hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad!
Please,
Mommy, please please help me! Make
them stop!
Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in
heaven with the angels now. They told me what you
did, and
they said it's called an abortion.
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't
you love
me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really,
really, really sorry if I did something
wrong,
Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you
with all of
my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to
deserve what they did to me? I want to
live,
Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to
see you not
care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you
enough? Please say you'll keep me,
Mommy! I want
to live smile and watch the clouds and
see your face
and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be
here, I want you to love me again! I'm
really really
really sorry if I did something wrong. I
love you!
I love you, Mommy. Every abortion is just
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
I'm your baby. You don't know me yet,
I'm only a
few weeks old. You're going to find out
about me
soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some
things about me. My name is John, and
I've got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair.
Well, I don't
have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be
your only child, and you'll call me your
one and
only. I'm going to grow up without a
daddy mostly,
but we have each other. We'll help each other, and
love each other. I want to be a doctor
when I grow
up. ... You found out about me today,
Mommy! You
were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone.
All you could do all day was smile, and
life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile,
Mommy. It will
be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the
best thing I see in my life. I know it
already. ... Today
was the day you told Daddy. You were
so excited to
tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He
kind of got angry. I don't think that you
noticed, but
he did. He started to talk about
something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't
think I understand yet. You were still
happy, though,
so it was okay. Then he did something
scary,
Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward,
and your hands flying up to protect me.
I was okay...
but I was very sad for you. You were
crying then,
Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make
me feel good. It made me cry, too. He
said sorry
after, and he hugged you again. You
forgave him,
Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You
say he loves you... why would he hurt
you? I don't
like it, Mommy. ... ... ... ... ... Finally, you
can see me!
Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so
proud of me! You went out with your
mommy to
buy new clothes, and you were so so
so happy. You
sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in
the whole wide world. When you sing
is when I'm
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel
safe. So safe.
You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I
will be perfect just for you. I will make
you proud,
and I will love you with all of my heart.
I can move my hands and feet now,
Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your
belly to feel
me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy.
... ... ... ... ... ...
Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really
scared. He was acting funny and he
wasn't talking
right. He said he didn't want you. I
don't know why,
but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got
angry, Mommy. When I grow up I
promise I won't
let you get hurt! I promise to protect
you. Daddy is
bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good
person, I think he's bad. But he hit you,
and he said
he didn't want us. He doesn't like me.
Why doesn't
he like me, Mommy? You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy.
Is everything
okay?
It's been three days since you saw
Daddy. You
haven't talked to me or touched me or anything
since that. Don't you still love me,
Mommy? I still
love you. I think you feel sad. The only
time I feel
you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of
curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your
arms, and I feel safe and warm again.
Why don't you
do that when you're awake, any more? I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't
you proud
of me? We're going somewhere today,
and it's
somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks
like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow
up, Mommy.
Did I tell you that? I hope you're as
excited as I am. I
can't wait.
...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still
beating, but I don't know what you are
thinking. The
doctor is talking to you. I think
something's going to
happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me.
Then I will feel
safe again. I love you!
Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It
hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad!
Please,
Mommy, please please help me! Make
them stop!
Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in
heaven with the angels now. They told me what you
did, and
they said it's called an abortion.
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't
you love
me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really,
really, really sorry if I did something
wrong,
Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you
with all of
my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to
deserve what they did to me? I want to
live,
Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to
see you not
care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you
enough? Please say you'll keep me,
Mommy! I want
to live smile and watch the clouds and
see your face
and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be
here, I want you to love me again! I'm
really really
really sorry if I did something wrong. I
love you!
I love you, Mommy. Every abortion is just
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
