Babe, I am afraid this was never meant to be...

Babe, I am afraid this was never meant to be...

SweetieLee said:
Dear babe,

Nothing scares the shit out of me like the thought of 'what we have was never meant to be', been craving, dreaming and fighting for whatever little thing left in us but the naked truth is always been there yelling at me like 'sweetie, this ain't gonna work'.!!

Been together for sometime, we quarreled, been mad at each other for hours then we love again, we laughed our hearts out, shared funny, sweet-bitter, warm and remarkable moments together and yet this love ain't perfect, those will be the best memories that will always lives on in my heart, sadly this was never my plan for our worlds..!!

I can't really imagine how lamely each day of my life will pass without a special, smart, unique, funny, understandable, eloquent, adorable and an honest man like you into my life, I do really admire the person I am today, how blessed I am that I met you, you've been taught me ten million things, moreover you have been grappling for my self-control so that I can be the better woman, always grabbing the best out of me..!!

You've been one unique man to my heart at every point in my life, and for the very first time I've never afraid of loving someone this deep, Can't you see that there will be no light in my world without you in it.!? Don't you really know that you are the sun that is meant to brighten my world??

The vision is so dark and blurred in front of me, I don't see the clear and bright future before us, as I pictured the days ahead of me looks hazy, and my mind feel clogged with thoughts of how happy we would have been, as it has always been you and Only You..!!

It hurts me so badly knowing that things won't ever work out between us, But still that won't ever erase the Passion I have for you..!!

You have no idea how much my heart bleeds just knowing that you will NEVER BE MINE..!!
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kwani bado mnawasiliana?
 
SweetieLee said:
Ahsante sana.!
Just say something.!!
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I didn't wanna say anything because I am afraid this might worsen things.

"I wish I could find another way to make you believe me, as a matter of fact you already hate to hear the statement "believe me" from me.

But what else could I do??

There is no one who understands my situation better than you. I have tried not to let you down and I will never change my stance (letting you down) on this.

You might think these are mere words, but they are not. These are sainted words coming from a very blessed mouth aimed to heal a heart of a pleasingly pretty woman like yourself. If you can, please try not to listen to too many people, and I know you are smart enough not to do so.

Sweetie , there are always fantasy and reality and we have discussed about this more than a thousand times.

Remember when you were with that guy?? Didnt I fight for this love?? Why do you think I did that?? Its because I believed in you before I even believed in my instincts. Remember when you promised to never let me go?? That still lives in me. I will take that promise with me to my grave, and for all the years that I will be waiting for resurrection, that promise will be the true hope of meeting you thereafter.

The sleepless nights??? I dont wanna believe they are already forgotten in such a short period of time, well, even if they are, I will never accept it then. I will live with the hope of being with you until the end of time.

You know exactly how many sacrifices I have made, you know exactly my love for you is pure and genuine, and you know exactly how tough it is for me to make that call.

I need time and so do you, don't rush into making decisions.

We are not gonna fight because of WhatsApp status, are we??? I understand that is typical you but since we have decided to get into this, please let's not fight over things like this."

Does this heal?? If not please let me know and I can do "something!
 
Relief Mirzska said:
I didn't wanna say anything because I am afraid this might worsen things.

"I wish I could find another way to make you believe me, as a matter of fact you already hate to hear the statement "believe me" from me.

But what else could I do??

There is no one who understands my situation better than you. I have tried not to let you down and I will never change my stance (letting you down) on this.

You might think these are mere words, but they are not. These are sainted words coming from a very blessed mouth aimed to heal a heart of a pleasingly pretty woman like yourself. If you can, please try not to listen to too many people, and I know you are smart enough not to do so.

Sweetie , there are always fantasy and reality and we have discussed about this more than a thousand times.

Remember when you were with that guy?? Didnt I fight for this love?? Why do you think I did that?? Its because I believed in you before I even believed in my instincts. Remember when you promised to never let me go?? That still lives in me. I will take that promise with me to my grave, and for all the years that I will be waiting for resurrection, that promise will be the true hope of meeting you thereafter.

The sleepless nights??? I dont wanna believe they are already forgotten in such a short period of time, well, even if they are, I will never accept it then. I will live with the hope of being with you until the end of time.

You know exactly how many sacrifices I have made, you know exactly my love for you is pure and genuine, and you know exactly how tough it is for me to make that call.

I need time and so do you, don't rush into making decisions.

We are not gonna fight because of WhatsApp status, are we??? I understand that is typical you but since we have decided to get into this, please let's not fight over things like this."

Does this heal?? If not please let me know and I can do "something!
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At least now we are getting somewhere. Kwa nondo hizi bila shaka maumivu yatapungua kwa binti kama siyo kwisha kabisa. Kweli wewe ni jentromani aisee na una haki ya kuliliwa. Rudianeni rasmi tu yaishe bana. Siyo vizuri kuumizana hivi
 
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