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A Beautiful Rose That Has Withered Away...........

Discussion in 'Mahusiano, mapenzi, urafiki' started by chriss brown, Nov 12, 2011.

  1. chriss brown

    chriss brown JF-Expert Member

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    She was sitting there. in the front row of the classroom.. She was the hyperactive chatty gal that I would love to loathe...

    At first sight, there was simply nothing extraordinary about her. I was annoyed at her seemingly uncontrollable mischievous personality. But then again, I looked beyond that and recognized her warm and mature personality... And that her large brown eyes enthralled me....Captivating me with her sweet and jovial smile...

    I fell in love with her........

    There was only one thing I can... and must... do... I gotta let her know how I feel.. I did, and that's the start of a wonderful, forever lasting love... or at least that's what I thought.

    Those were the happiest times of my life. I would call her numerous times a day..... Life for me was heavenly. I had always dreamt of loving my other significant half to the max, even when I was a young child. This was a dream come true for me. She was almost the perfect girl I had dreamt about before. She loved me as much as I love her (I still do...). I would embrace her tightly to feel her warmth and kiss softly on her forehead. I long to be with her forever. Words alone could not describe the blissful times I had with her. Her distinctive voice would just banish my blues away. We never squabbled before. Life is truly a heaven to experience such a true love. For me, true love is always 0.1% lust, 0.9% attraction and 99.0% appreciation. I had always appreciated her and so did she.

    Those times went on for 2 years. But then, the inevitable happened. She became aloof, unresponsive and her cheerful disposition had diminished. "What happened to her"? I asked myself...Gradually, she lessen her phone calls to me. I tried coaxing her to talk to me but to no avail. Then, after weeks of coaxing, she finally told me that she had changed (she didn't know why, it just came all of a sudden). She told me that our characters do not match and sad to say that we should not continue the relationship. She implied that I'm a person who does not care much about the world around me (which is quite true as I don't trust friends and I'm quite a loner) She also said that there are small little things that also add up to her unhappiness. I was devastated... I didn't know that she felt that way all this time... Well, I knew about my weaknesses but I thought that she accepted them. I cried and pleaded her to stay on with me but to no avail as it was only the most sensible thing for a matured person (such as herself) to do. She said that its better for us to separate rather than go deeper into an unhappy relationship than is doomed to failure (which is, sad to say, true). I am still in a deep depressed state. Its been 4 months since she broke up with me...

    How I hope to be with her again. Its actually not her fault. She was doing the only sensible thing (to break up before we go any deeper). Sometimes, I feel like life's fragile.....

    A beautiful thing like love can be ended abruptly Feels like a precious thing had been taken away from me...

    Just like a beautiful rose that withered away....
  2. TANMO

    TANMO JF-Expert Member

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    Duh, pole sana.. :(
  3. chriss brown

    chriss brown JF-Expert Member

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    asante,i don't know hawa magal wetu wa sasa,wamepata wapi vimsemo vyao vya eti we do not match.Kama kweli wanaona weakness na ku2penda,watuambie,siyo kila binadamu yuko sahihi.
  4. Bei Mbaya

    Bei Mbaya JF-Expert Member

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    hivi kuingia kwenye r/ship should we match in everything?

    mimi nadhani kuna vingine vinabidi viwe opposite ili ku-get along