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Ukimpenda, Hutampiga Utamkumbatia na Kumbusu

Discussion in 'Mahusiano, mapenzi, urafiki' started by Pdidy, Jul 17, 2011.

  1. Pdidy

    Pdidy JF-Expert Member

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    [h=3]Ukimpenda, Hutampiga Utamkumbatia na Kumbusu[/h]

    [​IMG] Bado tunaendelea kulaani vitendo vya wanaume au wanawake kudundana kwenye ndoa kama suluhisho la kutatua matatizo au migogoro inapojitokeza ndani ya ndoa.
    Unaweza kusoma shairi hili hapa chini na kupata ujumbe.
    Asante Born again pagan kwa shairi lako.

    My Memory Shoe Pinches With Indelible Hurts!
    ©Born Again Pagan -
    New York, 2008​

    Recovery happens
    But this one is delayed
    If not arrested;
    Basic confidence lacking
    Mirage competence
    Invisible connection
    Vacuous caring spirit
    Arid character
    Anger mismanaging brewer
    Or just selfish motives,
    Jealousy progenitor!

    When scale-weighed,
    Leaves much to be desired:
    Vivid is the picture
    My Rata (Father) laid a stick
    On my Mai (Mother)
    On three occasions
    When still a tender-age boy;
    Recovery has not come about
    From that traumatic memories
    My dear Mai suffering
    Due to my dear Rata’s battering!

    My memory a shadoof
    Tears still irrigates my cheeks,
    Like the waters of the mighty Nile
    Over Egyptian dry Sahara Desert,
    To pinch my conscience
    Never to any woman!

    The three incidents
    My Rata battered my Mai,
    Mine has become stunted growth
    Under nutrient deficient
    Forcing a reverse gear
    Back to the future;
    Give me the necessary nutrients
    Of growth out of this back to future!

    Empower my mind fragility
    To totally forget it
    When my younger brother,
    Older sister and I woke up
    To witness our so battered Mai
    And asked why our beloved Mai
    Had black marks on her eyes!
    Emwe muchali okwera ameso!
    (You are too young to comprehend
    The reality of life!)
    Mai consoled us;
    My sister doubted!

    Was it plausible,
    My unconvinced sister inquired,
    On a retreat to go
    Three tender siblings
    Nyumbani kwa mjomba
    (To the home of Mai’s brother)
    Away from our Rata?
    Mbenawe emisango ejijokubha kisi;
    Nichali nemwe anhu
    (But things will be okay;
    For here with you I am)
    Mai consoled us again!

    In her arms our Mai held
    My younger brother,
    Who promised Mai
    That he would bite Rata
    The next moment Rata
    Laid a blow to Mai!

    Empower me to forget
    That vulnerability and scare,
    Which tied the essence of survival
    To our Mai by following her
    All days long,
    Like little ducklings at a pond
    Of hostility and insecurity!

    Into a bitter enemy
    Rata had turned
    Forcing parental abandonment
    Of the non-aligned position
    Always upheld
    During cold war moments
    Between Rata and Mai;
    Into an open hostility
    The social environment so turned!

    My Mai,
    To all chores you attended
    With anchored determination
    And forgiving resilience,
    Without remorse,
    Without compunction,
    Without complaints,
    Without holiday,
    Without weekends
    For the brood’s sake!

    A new pair of fitting shoes
    Who will buy me
    For my memory shoe pinches?
    A knee-wounded soldier,
    My walking is but a limp
    Awesomely long trudging distance
    This life-journey to cover out there
    In this world without end!

    From my past bruised
    And hurt memories,
    Who will liberate me
    And eradicate my scars
    That crap the style
    Of my philistine streets
    Of my mega city,
    The center of life control
    Of this human body machine?

    Who will volunteer
    To come out to street clean
    With the brooms
    Of forgiveness
    Of forgetfulness
    On behalf of my dear Rata
    So departed and resting
    In their permanent dwellings?
    Who will sieve out
    Of my haunted spirit
    All the wrought about
    Three-incident dirties
    When Rata inflicted beatings
    On my Mai;
    Who will fill the emptiness
    Of my heart
    With repentance
    Of never again?

    Who will sharpen
    That pair of scissors
    To cut the ribbon
    Of love re-conquered
    Between a husband and wife,
    As partners in life?

    None but you all,
    Bha rata na bha mai bhone
    (All men and women)
    Of my beloved Earth!
    So your gumption gather
    For Rata and Mai
    A pair of sharp scissors to remain
    And cut the ribbon
    Of love re-conquered
    And live where domestic violence
    Is never blissfully condoned
    In our one world;
    Different cultures!

    Bha mai na bha rata bh'Echaro
    (Earthly women and men all),
    Give me napkins of forgiveness;
    Give me napkins of forgetfulness
    To wipe off the last tear-drop
    Now trickling and drenching
    The keyboard of this computer!

    Rata wani,
    (My dad),
    In your new permanent residence,
    Vindicated you are of any wrongs
    Then rifting you to
    Kicks and fists;
    Mai wani,
    (My mom),
    Accept repentance
    On behalf of your husband,
    Rata wani!
  2. Mwanakili90

    Mwanakili90 JF-Expert Member

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    nikimpenda nitampiga sitamwachia.
    Nikimkumbatia atajidai.
  3. Pdidy

    Pdidy JF-Expert Member

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    Mpwa umetoka ware ware wakina tamwi/chacha nini??kwanza poreni sana nasiki mmekura diwani mmoja wa ssissiemu mmerudisha kwa muumba wake aisee akagombanie na huko
  4. Gagurito

    Gagurito JF-Expert Member

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    Hapa pdidy unatusema ndugu zako wakurya, nitake radhi plz!
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    arabianfalcon JF-Expert Member

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    Kwani mke anapigwa?

    BADILI TABIA JF-Expert Member

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    hv kuna wa2 bado wanapigana?
  7. Pdidy

    Pdidy JF-Expert Member

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    mpwa nakutaka radhi mpwa kumbuka ni shemejiyo mie