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Hoodla, I like the way you started your statement by: "
Its hard to find true love a thing i've been offering without a shadow of doubt...!" Point to note, my color separation and probably choice (of color) means something rather just painting! Green means peace, define the red one on your own!
Now back to the topic!
In most cases, LOVE comes without our conscious control, YES, I mean it and we all know about this! However, when I say "Love comes" I don' mean coming to you from somewhere else (from a guy) BUT the one which comes within yourself while expecting the same (from external agent/lover) in return! This way, the green color above means something, and probably everything here!! As long as LOVE comes first within yourself, from deep inside your heart, then there's no doubt that's why you
've been offering without a shadow of doubt" It's within your one-side power, that's, you can easily give it out (first side) but hard to withdrawal it away (second side)!
That's one, now the red color above! LOVE is odorless, tasteless and colorless... you can't smell, taste or see it, and I doubt if you can touch it either... it's like a vacuum though you can feel it! Unfortunately, these feelings are largely controlled by our hearts or probably our desires if not lust and sometimes faked by our own eyes! Bad enough, our hearts which we believe are the centers/cores of love, are not good allies on this!! This way, that's why
Its hard to find true love because it's colorless, tasteless, odorless... you can't even touch them! The love we look is within someone's innermost feelings... it's there like a vacuum to you!! How can we find something like this?
Its hard to find, andprobably we can find them by chance or by means of good lucky... when two hearts which are willing to offer a true love meet together in head on collision!
And what about when you say
"Let love find you...?" It's the same my dear, what differs is just a direction! This way, you'll probably enjoy being loved only but what, will you love the same? It's not like you've a bad luck that you
've been offering without a shadow of doubt" but
Its hard to find true love for you!!! With a BLUE above, you'll probably change the direction and magnitude of red and green and be someone's cries! He loves you but he doesn't get the same from you coz' he wasn't able to anticipate whether what's he'd been looking for is within your heart or somewhere else!
It hurts to love and not being loved in return but it's also very horrible and disgusting to be loved where you don't love! Only one thing is important! Don't lose hope and faith! No need to say
To hell with love, Am Tired of Trying when there're millions of men outta there with open hearts waiting to offer and accept a true love! You don' have to throw away a big possibility of being loved and offer the same in return because of only a drop of men in the whole sea which makes the up the male population! Generally speaking, there're at least five hearts around you that will cause head-on collision with your heart!