Leaving You While I Still Love You...

Leaving You While I Still Love You...

Kasie

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Good Afternoon Good People of JF specifically MMU.

That was a long salutation haah! !

OK ..... as the heading says....
This is for you who when you read this words, you hear my voice cause you know me already for so long.

To whom it may concern,

We've been friends and lovers fro long, we were together in many things and there were times we were apart angry at each other.... but on my side... apart from those things I don't remember that there was a time I hate you.

The first day you PM me with few words I lo u........ This was the day my heart started to pump and fill your everything. I remember so many things, everything. ...... it's hard and it has been hard on my side, you know what hardship I've been passing through.

I remember the day you tell me that am kind of woman you ever wished for.... tears shed on my face without me noticing. It hurts so much that you love a thing but you can't have it a whole instead you just picture and nail it on the wall comforting that I have it all. (You know what I say and what I mean).

Some things happen after the day I whatsapp you a video of a baby girl dancing.....

I have made up my mind that let's give up, actually I am the one who is giving up. It was worse than January.... (if there's a thing you are missing I don't know how to explain it to you cause as I usually do, I have delete your number, even on the backup it's not there. I know there's PM but...... that'll be the last resort.

OK let me try...

EK (Emirates) is insane..... it's stressing at the same time it easily say sorry to the way it calls every one and seek the sympathy. It darely in front of guardians promise to be good and will never do bad and childish things anymore and ask for the LAST CHANCE.

This has ruin the summer plan, as long as it is the last chance it ask... I gave it. What hurts me is I can't keep you waiting and awake all this time last chance is working.
What if this last chance fails..... will you still be available...!!! It hurts alot, and it's not fair too to keep you wait.... being on waiting mode..... I've never been fair and it's not fair.... It hurts but if you have peace to move on just do it.... I have no other choice. Only waiting for this last chance and I've put all my energy there. But.....

What if this last chance work... it'll hurt me more cause it'll be like I was using you while the reality is I LOVE YOU. .... and this time am leaving you while I still love you.

You always tell me and so many times you usually tell me, Kasie. .... you can't resist me.... that's true. But how can I. ...
I got so cold the day you text me that you are not sure cause am still there.....
LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN FAIR.... why does this happen and it's so hard for us to have our way out???!!!

I don't know if you gonna read all these words, but I've gave this last chance and I feel that I have to tell you what happens, I'll not whatsapp you again won't PM you either unless you do.

AM SO SORRY MY COUGH, YES YOU ARE MY COUGH.... (you didn't knew this, this is your new name as I usually gave you different names).

Take a good care of yourself, whatever you do just do it right, my ever Cough....

Kasinde.

NB: Whoever have a song to accompany my words please do the needful as am weak today.
 
Wale mnaojua kingereza mnitafsirie huu ubuyu wa moto moto

Mambo ni hiviiiii

Sio ubuyu huu ni uhalisia, leo sina tabasamu kabisa.

My Cough, when you read here.... Please try to understand that I have come here to say goodbye and make it clear about decisions I've made. Somehow it'll bore and hurt you, am so sorry but please nielewe vile wanielewaga na kunifahamu siku zote.

I resist to say the thread AM WALKING AWAY.... was for you. ... I tried to live you since then.... see I failed but this time ....... am so sorry Cough.
 
Sio ubuyu huu ni uhalisia, leo sina tabasamu kabisa.

My Cough, when you read here.... Please try to understand that I have come here to say goodbye and make it clear about decisions I've made. Somehow it'll bore and hurt you, am so sorry but please nielewe vile wanielewaga na kunifahamu siku zote.

I resist to say the thread AM WALKING AWAY.... was for you. ... I tried to live you since then.... see I failed but this time ....... am so sorry Cough.
Kumbe kassie unajua kupenda? Sasa unamuachaje mtu huku unampenda jifunze kumchukia
 
Sio ubuyu huu ni uhalisia, leo sina tabasamu kabisa.

My Cough, when you read here.... Please try to understand that I have come here to say goodbye and make it clear about decisions I've made. Somehow it'll bore and hurt you, am so sorry but please nielewe vile wanielewaga na kunifahamu siku zote.

I resist to say the thread AM WALKING AWAY.... was for you. ... I tried to live you since then.... see I failed but this time ....... am so sorry Cough.
Leo nimepatikana kwa kweli Daby uko wapi kak angu mdogo wako naumbuka leo
 
Kumbe kassie unajua kupenda? Sasa unamuachaje mtu huku unampenda jifunze kumchukia

Miss... I have a heart and feelings... and I love... A true love.

You might not understand but I have to leave him though I love him and he knows that.

Cough...... I hope you get my voice while reading these words. I had no choice and I can't love you and have it at the same time.
 
Miss... I have a heart and feelings... and I love... A true love.

You might not understand but I have to leave him though I love him and he knows that.

Cough...... I hope you get my voice while reading these words. I had no choice and I can't love you and have it at the same time.
Mmmh pole.mi nishaachwa hadi basi
 
Leo nimepatikana kwa kweli Daby uko wapi kak angu mdogo wako naumbuka leo

Pole ndugu kwa kuchengwa na lugha, nashindwa kukusaidia.... labda ungetafuta dictionary ukipata maana ya maneno ambayo huyaelewi walau utaunga unga maneno yaliyobakia uelewe.
 
Kasie usisikitike na wala usikate Tamaa bado wanaokupenda Wapo wengi tu utapata mmoja.
Kumpenda ambae harudishi upendo na anakuweka hewani hewani ni bora upende mbwa
Nimekuelewa sana umeyatoa ya moyoni haswa.
Ipo Siku watautaka upendo na hawataupata

Big up Kwa mwanaume unaenipenda na ulivyo handsome sasa Uwiii Naona jf yangu yote wengine wote wafanyakazi wetu, nakupenda
 

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