Ron70
Senior Member
- Jan 20, 2022
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I don’t know if this is the place to put this ila I just need somewhere to vent
Najua kuna watakao kuja na matusi na kejeli but ni vile I’m ready for all that throw everything you have at me atleast maybe I will feel better then
So I have this job I currently hold, kwa standard za Tanzania I can say ni well paying job, I’m not actually bragging cause I know people who get paid way more than I do.
Thing is I don’t feel my purpose in doing this job. Kazi ina ninyima uhuru, I literally don’t have a life. I can’t socialize anymore, can’t hold on to relationships yani I can’t even better my life in ways I imagined this job will let me do.
I have some amount saved up and napata mawazo ya kuacha kazi nifanye mambo mengine but again I’m not a street smart person, sijioni nikitoboa on the street.
So I’m like stuck in the middle niko nimechoka na hii kazi and I can’t seem to find a strong plan B option for my life and lately it has taken a toll on my life maana siwezi concetrate na kazi and I also don’t enjoy the little free time I get. Honestly nimechoka I can’t seem to figure my life out.
My mind ina nambia just write that letter ondoka ofisini and the other part of it tells me to give myself time and to give time time, I’m at a crossroad. I want my life back but I don’t see how I can achieve this.
Najua kuna watakao kuja na matusi na kejeli but ni vile I’m ready for all that throw everything you have at me atleast maybe I will feel better then
So I have this job I currently hold, kwa standard za Tanzania I can say ni well paying job, I’m not actually bragging cause I know people who get paid way more than I do.
Thing is I don’t feel my purpose in doing this job. Kazi ina ninyima uhuru, I literally don’t have a life. I can’t socialize anymore, can’t hold on to relationships yani I can’t even better my life in ways I imagined this job will let me do.
I have some amount saved up and napata mawazo ya kuacha kazi nifanye mambo mengine but again I’m not a street smart person, sijioni nikitoboa on the street.
So I’m like stuck in the middle niko nimechoka na hii kazi and I can’t seem to find a strong plan B option for my life and lately it has taken a toll on my life maana siwezi concetrate na kazi and I also don’t enjoy the little free time I get. Honestly nimechoka I can’t seem to figure my life out.
My mind ina nambia just write that letter ondoka ofisini and the other part of it tells me to give myself time and to give time time, I’m at a crossroad. I want my life back but I don’t see how I can achieve this.