I want to kill myself

I want to kill myself

Wakuu jamaa kaomba njia za kujimaliza na sio ushauri.

Mimi naanza hapa.
1. Kamba (kujinyonga)
2. Jitupe baharini ,ziwani au mtoni
3. Tafuta sumu kwenye maduka ya mifugo.
4. Jitupe mbele ya gari.
5. Jitupe gorofani

NB. Kama una salio mpesa nifanyie muamala kabla hujajimaliza
 
Where do you stay?

Come let me take you around the streets of Dar es Salaam. See the destitute begging for a coin in the hope that it will amount to the meal of the day, albeit one.

I shall show you people so helpless that none of their limbs work. They bask in the scorching sun and the rain does not spare them either as they lie begging on the streets.

Come let me show you the people in hospitals fighting for the very life that you want to take away.

Come with me, let's take a bus to wherever and while we are there, let's strike up a conversation with our fellow passengers. Let's try to find one single person whose life has been perfect...one who has faced no woes in his life, no illness, no hunger, no heartbreak, no rejection.

Let me show you the different houses of worship in town. Let's get into a mosque, a church, a temple or a synagogue..... Where are these buildings even there? What do they symbolise? The presence of God. He who created us with a purpose in his own image. He did not take his precious time on you just for you to end your life, because you are 'tired'.
 
Nigga Life is too short, Just wait the right time.. una haraka gani kwani..??
 
Njia rahisi anza kuposti nyuzi za kumpondea mzee baba halafu kwenye mitandao yote Fb, insta, Jf
Humalizi hata week hawataona hata maiti yako ilipo
 
Tunaishi muda mchache tunakufa muda mrefu.. hao unaowaona Kama wanacho ambacho wewe hauna haimaanishi na wao hawata kufa! Watakufa na wataacha na vyenyewe pia vitakufa!. Hicho ulichokosa hukumu yake sio kifo na ndio maana bado upo hai kwani ulichokosa sio sababu ya kifo.. Basi usikubali kufa Kuna namna nyengine mbadala ya kukufanya uufurahie uhai ila bado haujagundua na namna hiyo ni wewe tu ndo unaweza kuigundua ni swala la muda na ku focus na hilo Jambo ambalo hujaligundua ndio furaha ya uhai wako.. take your time sweetie and think big cover yourself that will make you a greater one.
 
Na ukwende zako huko kwa baba mbinguni. Sio wa kwanza na hautokuwa wa mwisho.
Rest In Peace (for future use- In case bando likikata wakati umeshakufiana.)
Yani ajiuwe aende mbinguni? Hilo asahau tu. Ibilisi anamsubiria huko kuzimu na matarumbeta
 
Whats the beat way of commiting suicide? Am too tired!
Umejikatia tamaa,hata ukijiua hasara kwako na uzao wako kwani laana itatembea tuu,kama maisha magumu mbona wengi wanalia,kama kazi huna unafikiri uko peke yako?au nimapenzi yamekuumiza mbona wengi tumeumia na kujutia lakini maisha bado yanaendelea.Tembelea hospital uone watu wanavyomlilia Mungu kwa imani zao ili awaongezee maisha yakuishi duniani alafu wewe kwa janga lako unataka kujiondoa,ILA MAAMUZI NI YAKO
 
Umejikatia tamaa,hata ukijiua hasara kwako na uzao wako kwani laana itatembea tuu,kama maisha magumu mbona wengi wanalia,kama kazi huna unafikiri uko peke yako?au nimapenzi yamekuumiza mbona wengi tumeumia na kujutia lakini maisha bado yanaendelea.Tembelea hospital uone watu wanavyomlilia Mungu kwa imani zao ili awaongezee maisha yakuishi duniani alafu wewe kwa janga lako unataka kujiondoa,ILA MAAMUZI NI YAKO
Mkuu unamchamba Tena hicho unachokiandika inahitaji kuwa na uhakika kinachomsibu hasa ni kukosa mayai/uzazi hili ndio linaonesha kuwa tatizo.. Kisha wewe unaudisi uzao wake!! Unafikiri mtu hapa unamsaidia ama ndo unamuongezea machungu na Hali ya kutimiza lengo lake.. kabla hujaandika ni vyema kuwa makini
 
Overdose would be fairy painless, it's just like going to sleep and never waking up.
But remember, you will get another birth immediately and all your efforts will be ruined.
 
Dunia inazunguka jua na haijawahi simama, wewe unazungukia mwendokasi na unatamani kuiacha?
 
Whats the beat way of commiting suicide? Am too tired!

Ninachoamini kuna watu hawajakuelewa hapa, Hata mimi nilishawahi kuwa kwenye situation kama yako. nilitafuta sana njia rahisi ya kujiuwa. Kunywa sumu ningeweza kunywa lakini bahati mbaya ningepona halafu ningekua aibu katika jamii.

Kujinyonga ni eahisi lakini kuvumilia yale maumivu mpaka nife ningteseka sana, nilifanya test kujinyonga kwa kutumia mikono yangu mpaka nikisikia kizunguzungu.

Njia rahisi niliona ni kujipiga risasi kwa bahati mbaya hiyo bastola ndio nilikua sina.

Basi nikaamua kujitenga na marafiki zangu na ndugu nikaenda mikoa ya mbali huko nikawa naishi hotelini asubuhi naaamka nakunywa pombe tu lakini wazo la kujiuwa bado lipo, nilipanga nikimaliza saving niliyokuwa nayo ndio itakua mwisho wangu.

sitasahau siku moja nilikutana na mtu ambaye na ammini alikua na matatizo bin matatizo yaani maradufu na niliyokua nayo mimi. lakini yeye alikua anafurahia kuishi na anayaona maisha ni ya kawaida sana.

hapo ndio wazo langu la kujiuwa lilipoishia.

Dont kill yourself naomba kama unaweza kuni PM kinachokufanya ufanye uamuzi huo. naomba nikuhakikishie itakua ni siri yangu mimi na wewe sitoitoa hapa.

Nitafurahi sana kusikia kwako.
 
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