Good Afternoon Good People of JF specifically MMU.
That was a long salutation haah! !
OK ..... as the heading says....
This is for you who when you read this words, you hear my voice cause you know me already for so long.
To whom it may concern,
We've been friends and lovers fro long, we were together in many things and there were times we were apart angry at each other.... but on my side... apart from those things I don't remember that there was a time I hate you.
The first day you PM me with few words I lo u........ This was the day my heart started to pump and fill your everything. I remember so many things, everything. ...... it's hard and it has been hard on my side, you know what hardship I've been passing through.
I remember the day you tell me that am kind of woman you ever wished for.... tears shed on my face without me noticing. It hurts so much that you love a thing but you can't have it a whole instead you just picture and nail it on the wall comforting that I have it all. (You know what I say and what I mean).
Some things happen after the day I whatsapp you a video of a baby girl dancing.....
I have made up my mind that let's give up, actually I am the one who is giving up. It was worse than January.... (if there's a thing you are missing I don't know how to explain it to you cause as I usually do, I have delete your number, even on the backup it's not there. I know there's PM but...... that'll be the last resort.
OK let me try...
EK (Emirates) is insane..... it's stressing at the same time it easily say sorry to the way it calls every one and seek the sympathy. It darely in front of guardians promise to be good and will never do bad and childish things anymore and ask for the LAST CHANCE.
This has ruin the summer plan, as long as it is the last chance it ask... I gave it. What hurts me is I can't keep you waiting and awake all this time last chance is working.
What if this last chance fails..... will you still be available...!!! It hurts alot, and it's not fair too to keep you wait.... being on waiting mode..... I've never been fair and it's not fair.... It hurts but if you have peace to move on just do it.... I have no other choice. Only waiting for this last chance and I've put all my energy there. But.....
What if this last chance work... it'll hurt me more cause it'll be like I was using you while the reality is I LOVE YOU. .... and this time am leaving you while I still love you.
You always tell me and so many times you usually tell me, Kasie. .... you can't resist me.... that's true. But how can I. ...
I got so cold the day you text me that you are not sure cause am still there.....
LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN FAIR.... why does this happen and it's so hard for us to have our way out???!!!
I don't know if you gonna read all these words, but I've gave this last chance and I feel that I have to tell you what happens, I'll not whatsapp you again won't PM you either unless you do.
AM SO SORRY MY COUGH, YES YOU ARE MY COUGH.... (you didn't knew this, this is your new name as I usually gave you different names).
Take a good care of yourself, whatever you do just do it right, my ever Cough....
Kasinde.
NB: Whoever have a song to accompany my words please do the needful as am weak today.