I miss you so much. Yesterday 03.10.2013 you turned 50. May the Good Lord grant you many more years of good health, prosperity and happiness. You are loved Mama. I love you and I miss you more than words could ever say.
I have never forgotten your birthday all these years. I think about you each day. I am obsessed with you Mama. I think of you all the time. Mpaka hasira sometime Mama. Kweli nakuambia. But Mungu atanisamehe. I dont mean no harm.
This is my heart speaking to you Ma. Nlipokuwa shule I used to write to you every single day. But I used to cry so bad Mama.It became a futile exercise. Siku baba akakuta file ya all the letters I write to you soaked with tears. He was so depressed I promised myself never to bring him so much sadness.
I miss you Mama. You have been gone so long. I cannot reach you by post, or by phone. Nobody knows your whereabouts. Too many questions in my mind each single day. What really happened? Ma, kama tulikukosea please forgive us. I know I was very very naughty but my brilliance in class made you happy each day. Is it Dad? Ma Dad is the sweetest soul on earth. I would lay down my life for him. Kama alikukosea, he didnt mean any harm. Man is to err sweet mama. He remembers you each day, we speak about you all the time. He too cannot wait for you to come back.
Hivi Mama seriously will you come back? Dad tells us all the time ipo siku utarudi. My heart refuses to give up on you. My heart tells me you are alive somewhere. Sometimes am so confused. and angry. Kuna siku I was so angry I told Dad kwamba I have given up on you. He was so sad. Am sorry Ma but unajua I have so much in my heart with no one to speak to. Dad will be depressed. Sis? To me she is little and cannot take it. But nakupenda, and I will continue to pray for you uje Mama.
Uje bwana big girl.Ungekuwepo weekend tungeshinda na baby halafu jioni twende tukazurure tujipe raha. I wish unione Ma. I am no longer thin and my chest is no longer flat. Nimenenepa. But ka shepu ka kizushi bado kapo nilikotoa kwako. I wish tungechukua rangi yako chocolate, tumechukua ya Dad.
Tena Ma nimekumbuka kitu. teh teh teh. Si ulikuwa unanichapa niache kupanda miti nisiharibu miguu kwa sababu ya kuanguka kila mara? Sikuacha na nilikuja kuanguka kweli. But usijali, hata nikivaa kimini huwezi ku concentrate kwenye hiyo alama. Utaangalia guuuuu. teh teh teh.
I miss you Mama but I don't wanna sound sad. Once I accepted that God is in control, everything became easier for me. Always take good care of your self. I love you and Happy Birthday Dear Mama.
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