Dear Mama

Karucee

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I miss you so much. Yesterday 03.10.2013 you turned 50. May the Good Lord grant you many more years of good health, prosperity and happiness. You are loved Mama. I love you and I miss you more than words could ever say.

I have never forgotten your birthday all these years. I think about you each day. I am obsessed with you Mama. I think of you all the time. Mpaka hasira sometime Mama. Kweli nakuambia. But Mungu atanisamehe. I dont mean no harm.

This is my heart speaking to you Ma. Nlipokuwa shule I used to write to you every single day. But I used to cry so bad Mama.It became a futile exercise. Siku baba akakuta file ya all the letters I write to you soaked with tears. He was so depressed I promised myself never to bring him so much sadness.

I miss you Mama. You have been gone so long. I cannot reach you by post, or by phone. Nobody knows your whereabouts. Too many questions in my mind each single day. What really happened? Ma, kama tulikukosea please forgive us. I know I was very very naughty but my brilliance in class made you happy each day. Is it Dad? Ma Dad is the sweetest soul on earth. I would lay down my life for him. Kama alikukosea, he didnt mean any harm. Man is to err sweet mama. He remembers you each day, we speak about you all the time. He too cannot wait for you to come back.

Hivi Mama seriously will you come back? Dad tells us all the time ipo siku utarudi. My heart refuses to give up on you. My heart tells me you are alive somewhere. Sometimes am so confused. and angry. Kuna siku I was so angry I told Dad kwamba I have given up on you. He was so sad. Am sorry Ma but unajua I have so much in my heart with no one to speak to. Dad will be depressed. Sis? To me she is little and cannot take it. But nakupenda, and I will continue to pray for you uje Mama.

Uje bwana big girl.Ungekuwepo weekend tungeshinda na baby halafu jioni twende tukazurure tujipe raha. I wish unione Ma. I am no longer thin and my chest is no longer flat. Nimenenepa. But ka shepu ka kizushi bado kapo nilikotoa kwako. I wish tungechukua rangi yako chocolate, tumechukua ya Dad.

Tena Ma nimekumbuka kitu. teh teh teh. Si ulikuwa unanichapa niache kupanda miti nisiharibu miguu kwa sababu ya kuanguka kila mara? Sikuacha na nilikuja kuanguka kweli. But usijali, hata nikivaa kimini huwezi ku concentrate kwenye hiyo alama. Utaangalia guuuuu. teh teh teh.

I miss you Mama but I don't wanna sound sad. Once I accepted that God is in control, everything became easier for me. Always take good care of your self. I love you and Happy Birthday Dear Mama.



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pole sana, l pray that some how she get this touching letter and come home for you.
Ni ngumu kuelewa maisha bila mama bila kuyapitia, hivyo pole sana Karucee
 
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Oh I forgot to write msinipe pole wajameniiiiiiiii. Am not sad jamani. Oh dear Kaunga, thanks sweetie.
 
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Am hardliner ili hili daaaaanh my tears. ..please dont..!!!

Karucee sikupi pole kama ulivyosema ila siku nyingine ukitaka kuushika moyo wangu please let me know in advance
 
Happy Birthday Mama Karucee......

Sometimes I keep on wondering What life would be without my mother........

So I can feel what your going through....
 
Karucee, hii si nzuri kwa mental health yako.jitahidi ukizika mtu, ulie, usikitike kisha usahau!
 
happy birthday ma karucee.....dah,im in tears.
 
Mama you are the very great gift in my life.
I thank God for you,i might have nothing but i have you.

I remember the hard times you had to raise us without our male parent though he is alive.
You have been strong,you have been a brother,a sister,a dad and most importantly you played
very well your role as a MUM.

You always tell me "it's time to get married" but i say "one more year".
Do you know why? I find it hard to divide the love i have for you.

If i ever had the greatest test in my life is leaving home,start a new life with someone else.

You always say they will call me "mum's boy" haha,yes they do. But am proud of that.
You are my everything.

Though you can't work now at such a young age,your son is strong just as you are.
He doesn't choose what job comes,he is a fighter. You will never miss a thing.

Oh come X-mas,how i miss those moments. Dad,i don't even miss you. happy life wherever you are.
 
oh after reading this,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,yet the tears couldnt stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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Karucee, hii si nzuri kwa mental health yako.jitahidi ukizika mtu, ulie, usikitike kisha usahau!

What do you mean kumzika? royna, my mother is not dead. She just disappeared after breaking up with my dad. More than 20 years ago. Kuna post niliwekaga maybe inaweza kukupa insight ukaelewa story ilikotokea.
 
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...... and such is life my friend. We just have to live with what God hands down to us. We cannot complain because god has given us reasons to continue living and praising him. KAzi ya Mungu haina makosa. Forgive your dad sweetie. Don't harbour hard feelings against him. He is part of you no matter what.
 
Ujue niko kwenye halaiki? Na sipendi kuwa emosheno hazalani?

Kuna siku atakuja tu, nakuombea siku hiyo ifike na utuambie tufurahi pamoja nawe.

Happy Birthday Ma Karucee.

Yani mpaka nlishahau walipokuwa wanamuita Mama Flani. Nimekumbuka mbali sana. Like walking with my arms around her waist. Jamani I miss her. But without feeling sad, with a smile.
 
[h=5]An unresolved past Never really goes away until you find the courage to revisit all the pain and accept that there is nothing you can do to change the past. What has happened has happened and what is done is done..[/h]
 
this aint fair Karucee how could you? How could you do this to me? My heart is in an ocean of tears right now....happy bday mama karucee and please go back to your Karucee she is desperately waiting for the sweet you.
 
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Karucee you wajua namuna vile nakupendaga enh!I MEAN THIS!kiruuuuh!
saaasa bana najua unamiss mama na naelewa kuliko maelezo i too miss my mum but i do know where she is!in HEAVEN!
ma karucee yuko mwaya and one day she will come back!,i too believe my mama will also come back
atakuja tuu kuucheki mshepu mfigure hatareee!aint this mine guu la bia is like how she wish it to be?ehehehhehhe na wako atarudi i see!guu ataliona tu bana!kwanza atakuja kukuonyesha how she use to waxi hers iwe softiiiiiiii!na ole wako usinitumie hiyo tip!
did i sound like i was cryn while writting this!WELL i was but kichinchin!
 
wipe away those tears sweetheart. My tears have long dried.

i'll do that,if thats true (i believe it is) i must say you have a very big heart,bless u...if it will not offend u pse may i ask do u still look for her todate?
 
happy birthday to mamushka,
one day u'll meet her,
Inshalah.
 
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