Ushimen
Platinum Member
- Oct 24, 2012
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I never thought I could be this strong..[emoji19]
I never felt so hurt like this before...[emoji20]
I never thought our love would ended up like this...[emoji29]
Now you got your new boyfriend...[emoji22]
I saw you holding hands...!!
Maybe his hands and those finger is smaller than me wallahh...[emoji134]
And you hold him so tightly like you afraid to loose him...[emoji52]
The way you hold his hands, was just the same way you hold my hands before, the way you touch my hands also and rubbing your finger into my hands. Felt like "i'm save". I never see u so much happiness like this before haki...[emoji25]
I wish i never open your jf stories....i wish....
Now I walk in the middle of night, try to calm me down and breathless....[emoji36] while I hold my neck, like I want to kill my self yell uwwwiiiiii.....!!!!
And all of this it's because i can’t hold this hurt any longer. But, I know I don't have much time to take care about my feelings, and I have so much thing to do with my future.
Even Though I always say...... I’m give up......but i can't....[emoji20]
I thought i'm already move on from you. But those memories about you still reminds me so many things...[emoji56]
From the day you left me, I've started to woke up earlier, I put my best dress and my best shoes...[emoji5]
Hope to see you and you will see me. Because your friends said you will be here, But you've never show up and not coming because you use to spend big time with him. I felt so stupid, why I dress up like this and hope that something will never come back...[emoji29] [emoji25]
It feels like the exactly same feeling when I was 15 years old, and my first heart break with my first love ohhhppppssss..[emoji19] [emoji20]
But, how can you move on easily like this..!! Tell me why.....??
Don’t you remember one of those our nights that we do it together..!!??
Don’t you remember how does the feeling..!!??
You said it was the best feeling ever...!!
Actually I don't wanna do it, but I love you so much...[emoji5] and sometimes I'm afraid I will make you disappointed or unloved.
So just do it and do all of this just for you..... only you haki....[emoji19]
Dont you realize that I use to make a big sacrifice only you.... aahhhggg..[emoji53] [emoji53]
And today our love story just become like a piece of rubbish...[emoji20] [emoji30]
Jesus... just because i’m so much poor and beg for your love it doesn't mean i’m not type of man you can play it...... don’t ever play with a Ushimen who has hopeless in life, and once you play he will loose his confidence and his life just because of you...[emoji19]
Today I'm just live with my heart die inside..... just same like zombie...[emoji58] [emoji55]
Ujue nini.... my father always said to me "don't ever love a girl 100%, and Don't ever give all of you to her", and that's why cant remove you in my mind, because I'm already give you all of me. Until there's nothing left.
I'm Done
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I never felt so hurt like this before...[emoji20]
I never thought our love would ended up like this...[emoji29]
Now you got your new boyfriend...[emoji22]
I saw you holding hands...!!
Maybe his hands and those finger is smaller than me wallahh...[emoji134]
And you hold him so tightly like you afraid to loose him...[emoji52]
The way you hold his hands, was just the same way you hold my hands before, the way you touch my hands also and rubbing your finger into my hands. Felt like "i'm save". I never see u so much happiness like this before haki...[emoji25]
I wish i never open your jf stories....i wish....
Now I walk in the middle of night, try to calm me down and breathless....[emoji36] while I hold my neck, like I want to kill my self yell uwwwiiiiii.....!!!!
And all of this it's because i can’t hold this hurt any longer. But, I know I don't have much time to take care about my feelings, and I have so much thing to do with my future.
Even Though I always say...... I’m give up......but i can't....[emoji20]
I thought i'm already move on from you. But those memories about you still reminds me so many things...[emoji56]
From the day you left me, I've started to woke up earlier, I put my best dress and my best shoes...[emoji5]
Hope to see you and you will see me. Because your friends said you will be here, But you've never show up and not coming because you use to spend big time with him. I felt so stupid, why I dress up like this and hope that something will never come back...[emoji29] [emoji25]
It feels like the exactly same feeling when I was 15 years old, and my first heart break with my first love ohhhppppssss..[emoji19] [emoji20]
But, how can you move on easily like this..!! Tell me why.....??
Don’t you remember one of those our nights that we do it together..!!??
Don’t you remember how does the feeling..!!??
You said it was the best feeling ever...!!
Actually I don't wanna do it, but I love you so much...[emoji5] and sometimes I'm afraid I will make you disappointed or unloved.
So just do it and do all of this just for you..... only you haki....[emoji19]
Dont you realize that I use to make a big sacrifice only you.... aahhhggg..[emoji53] [emoji53]
And today our love story just become like a piece of rubbish...[emoji20] [emoji30]
Jesus... just because i’m so much poor and beg for your love it doesn't mean i’m not type of man you can play it...... don’t ever play with a Ushimen who has hopeless in life, and once you play he will loose his confidence and his life just because of you...[emoji19]
Today I'm just live with my heart die inside..... just same like zombie...[emoji58] [emoji55]
Ujue nini.... my father always said to me "don't ever love a girl 100%, and Don't ever give all of you to her", and that's why cant remove you in my mind, because I'm already give you all of me. Until there's nothing left.
I'm Done
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