Am so Happy Its FRIDAY!!!!!!!!


I Took Off My UNDERWEAR ..



I used to be that innocent girl who had
the world at her feet. I
was beautiful and I had eyes and HIPS
that could make men
sway, and to top it all up, I was a
Christian, a very good
Christian with a heart burning for God.
When I entered the university, I met a
guy, his name was
DERRICK .
I couldn't believe my luck the first time
I bumped into
him on my way to class, he had such a
kind smile and a tender
look that weakened my knees when he
spoke.
Because I was late for class we couldn't
talk much but barely
three weeks later, I met him at the
fresher's night party and I
was overwhelmed. We got talking and I
found out that he was
in his second year and from that night,
we became an
inseparable pair.
At first, we were friends and as months
passed by, we got
closer and closer and the chemistry
between us was
undeniable.
About a year after I entered the
university, Derrick and I started
dating. He was everything a girl could
ever want and desire
save the fact that he wasn't so much
ofa Christian. Derrick had
magical hands that made him hard to
resist and most times I
fell for it. At first, I felt bad but when I
couldn't help falling into
the same pit I killed the guilt on my
inside. And then one day,
one of my friends said I was getting
fatter and that got me
thinking and in the process I began to
link the dots…first I had a
vomiting spree every morning which I
thought was due to a flu
and then I had this morning sickness
which I felt was due to
stress and then my missing period…oh
no it can't be possible I
said to myself, I couldn'tbe pregnant!!!
After a series of test outside school, I
realized the deadliest
truth, I was indeed pregnant. I was
only nineteen, I still had a
whole life ahead of me, what was I
going to do. I couldn't tell
my parents, they wouldn't hear of it.
Ihad to go to Derrick to
tell him what I had found out.
On telling him, I saw him fly into a
temper I had never seen in
my life. He was so hysterical, calling me
all sorts of names and
I didn't even know when I started
crying heart drenching tears
of hurt and betrayal. When he looked
into my eyes he must
have realized how scared and hurt I
was and so he pulled me
close and ran his hands through my
hair until I had calmed
down and then he said tome in the
most subtle voice ever"why
don't you have an abortion".I pulled
back instantly, I couldn't
have an abortion! But when he talked
about my parents and
the sanctioning of the school and the
fellowship which I
belonged to, I knew I had no other
choice.
Derrick had made all the arrangements
and so on the supposed
day we went to the room- like clinic. I
shivered all through my
way
there but Derrick kept telling me that it
would be okay and that
he was proud that I made such a brave
decision. When I
entered into the room where the
abortionwas supposed to takes
place I laid down on the table trying to
dissociate my mind from
what I was about to do and then a
young man told me sternly, "
you know I can't perform this
procedure with your underwear
on" and then I began to pull it off.As I
did this a sense of guilt
overwhelmed me, first I had pulled off
my UNDERWEAR of
pleasure and now I was pulling it off to
get rid of the stigma the
pleasure had brought…what a shame,
I felt so exposed.
All through the times that I felt
instruments coming in and out
of me, I kept thinking of the lady I had
become and the
hypocrite I had transformed into. I let
out a sigh, only if I can
get through this I muttered… only if…
and then I felta sharp pain
pierce through the whole of my body, I
screamed butthen the
doctor told me to be quiet. I felt
another pain but this time I bit
my lip and then the pain began to
come in successions. I
instinctively knew that something was
wrong but I was too
weak totalk or to move and then I
heardthe voices of Derrick
and the doctor talking about the fact
that Iwas bleeding
excessively. The pain was so
unbearable and I could feel myself
getting weaker and weaker. With the
last strengthin me, I
pleaded with God"Oh Lord I'm so sorry
for taking my under
wears off, please forgive me." and I
drifted into a world where
the pain seemed less hurtful and the
voices seemed more
distant.
Friends, our bodies are the templeof
the Lord… Do not take off
your UNDERWEAR when the time is not
right. Lots of girls who
gained admission into the university as
virgins eventually lostit
so cheaply to guys who have nothing
to do with their
destinies. In a bid to get a certificate,
they sold out a destiny
 
ngoja nipate hii kitu kwanza nahisi kuachanganyikiwa kwa haka kausemi I Took Off My UNDERWEAR ..
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Jesus: Hello. Did you call me?

Man: Called you? No. Who is this?

Jesus: This is Jesus. I heard your
prayers. So I thought I will chat.

Man: I do pray. Just makes me feel
good. I am actually busy now. I am in
the midst of something.

Jesus: What are you busy at? Ants are
busy too.

Man: Don't know. But I can't find free
time. Life has become hectic. It's rush
hour all the time.

Jesus: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But
productivity gets you results. Activity
consumes time. Productivity frees it.

Man: I understand. But I still can't
figure out. By the way, I was not
expecting YOU to buzz me on instant
messaging chat.

Jesus: Well I wanted to resolve your
fight for time,by giving you some
clarity. In this net era, I wanted to
reach you through the medium you
are comfortable with.

Man: Tell me, why has life become
complicated now?

Jesus: Stop analyzing life. Just live it.
Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Man: why are we then constantly
unhappy?

Jesus: Your today is the tomorrow
that you worried about yesterday. You
are worrying because you are
analyzing. Worrying has become your
habit. That's why you are not happy.

Man: But how can we not worry
when
there is so much uncertainty?

Jesus: Uncertainty is inevitable, but
worrying is optional.

Man: But then, there is so much pain
due to uncertainty.

Jesus: Pain is inevitable, but suffering
is optional.

Man: If suffering is optional, why do
good people always suffer?

Jesus: Diamond cannot be polished
without friction. Gold cannot be
purified without fire. Good people go
through trials, but don't suffer. With
that experience their life become
better not bitter.

Man: You mean to say such
experience is useful?

Jesus: Yes. In every term, Experience
is a hard teacher. She gives the test
first and the lessons afterwards.

Man: But still, why should we go
through such tests? Why can't we be
free from problems?

Jesus: Problems are Purposeful
Roadblocks Offering Beneficial
Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength.
Inner strength comes from struggle
and endurance, not when you are
free from problems.

Man: Frankly in the midst of so many
problems, we don't know where we
are heading.

Jesus: If you look outside you will not
know where you are heading. Look
inside. Looking outside, you dream.
Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes
provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Man: Sometimes not succeeding fast
seems to hurt more than moving in
the right direction. What should I do?

Jesus: Success is a measure as
decided by others. Satisfaction is a
measure as decided by you. Knowing
the road ahead is more satisfying
than knowing you rode ahead. You
work with the compass. Let others
work with the clock.

Man: In tough times, how do you stay
motivated?

Jesus: Always look at how far you have
come rather than how far you have to
go. Always count your blessing, not
what you are missing.

Man: What surprises you about
people?

Jesus: When they suffer they ask, "why
me? When they prosper, they never
ask "Why me" Everyone wishes to
have truth on their side, but few want
to be on the side of the truth.

Man: Sometimes I ask, who I am, why
am I here. I can't get the answer.

Jesus: Seek not to find who you are,
but to determine who you want to be.
Stop looking for a purpose as to why
you are here. Create it. Life is not a
process of discovery but a process of
creation.

Man: How can I get the best out of
life?

Jesus: Face your past without regret.
Handle your present with confidence.
Prepare for the future without fear.

Man: One last question. Sometimes I
feel my prayers are not answered.

Jesus: There are no unanswered
prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Man: Thank you for this wonderful
chat. I am so happy to start the day
with a new sense of inspiration.

Jesus: Well. Keep the faith and drop
the fear. Don't believe your doubts
and doubt your beliefs. Life is a
mystery to solve not a problem to
resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if
you know how to live.

Man: Thank
 
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