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Ninaogopa....
Ninajiogopa mimi mwenyewe, ninauogopa ugonjwa nilionao.-
Kwani itatokea lini, itatokea lini?
Kifo cha taratibu, au labda cha haraka na bila maumivu?
Watu...
Wale wasionionyesha upendo
Wale wasionipa ulinzi ninaohitaji.
Tatizo la kifedha...
Ambapo hakuna msaada unaoweza kuonekana
Hufanya maumivu kuwa makali zaidi.
Wote wananitazama na kutikisa vichwa vyao...
"Hata hivyo unaenda kufa"
"Hatujui mbele hali itakuwaje"
"Una bima ya maisha?"
"Sithubutu kukupenda, Je kama ukifa na kuniacha!"
"Je ukiniambukiza?"
Ninataka kujiua...
Nitafunga kamba kuzunguka shingo yangu
Nitajirusha
Nitameza vidonge,
lakini labda kesho,
katika makutano ya barabara
au ndege ya kijeshi kuangukia katika sebule yangu
Hapana....
Nimetahadharishwa.
Tahadhari ambayo watu wachache tu hupata.
Je inanifanya mimi kuwa wa pekee?
Kitu cha pekee?
Inanifanya niogope
- lakini pia mwenye furaha.
Imenifundisha kupenda maisha
Na kuyathamini
Badala ya kuishi tu.
Sasa nahitaji kuishi
Nahitaji kuujua upendo.
Nahitaji kujua usalama.
Niamini....
Nifanye msikivu
Sikiliza sauti yangu ya ndani.
Sauti.
Hufanya ninyenyue kichwa changu juu
Na kutabasamu juu ya hatima yangu.
Inanifanya niishi kwa matumaini
Na kuniambia ni vyema,
maisha yangu yatakuwa mafupi kuliko ya wengine
Lakini labda mazuri zaidi?
Ninatumaini....
 
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mmmh,ngoja nitafute miwani kwanza duh
 
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Ninaogopa....
Ninajiogopa mimi mwenyewe, ninauogopa ugonjwa nilionao.-
Kwani itatokea lini, itatokea lini?
Kifo cha taratibu, au labda cha haraka na bila maumivu?
Watu...
Wale wasionionyesha upendo
Wale wasionipa ulinzi ninaohitaji.
Tatizo la kifedha...
Ambapo hakuna msaada unaoweza kuonekana
Hufanya maumivu kuwa makali zaidi.
Wote wananitazama na kutikisa vichwa vyao...
"Hata hivyo unaenda kufa"
"Hatujui mbele hali itakuwaje"
"Una bima ya maisha?"
"Sithubutu kukupenda, Je kama ukifa na kuniacha!"
"Je ukiniambukiza?"
Ninataka kujiua...
Nitafunga kamba kuzunguka shingo yangu
Nitajirusha
Nitameza vidonge,
lakini labda kesho,
katika makutano ya barabara
au ndege ya kijeshi kuangukia katika sebule yangu
Hapana....
Nimetahadharishwa.
Tahadhari ambayo watu wachache tu hupata.
Je inanifanya mimi kuwa wa pekee?
Kitu cha pekee?
Inanifanya niogope
- lakini pia mwenye furaha.
Imenifundisha kupenda maisha
Na kuyathamini
Badala ya kuishi tu.
Sasa nahitaji kuishi
Nahitaji kuujua upendo.
Nahitaji kujua usalama.
Niamini....
Nifanye msikivu
Sikiliza sauti yangu ya ndani.
Sauti.
Hufanya ninyenyue kichwa changu juu
Na kutabasamu juu ya hatima yangu.
Inanifanya niishi kwa matumaini
Na kuniambia ni vyema,
maisha yangu yatakuwa mafupi kuliko ya wengine
Lakini labda mazuri zaidi?
Ninatumaini....
Utingo Asante sana kwa shairi lako zuri ingwa ulinistusha kuniambia kama una VVU? unao kweli au ndio mashairi tu?
 
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@Utingo

Umeanza vizuri, katikati ukajichanganya, ila mwisho umeonyesha kejeli kwa ukimwi... OGOPA SANA TU!!!! and dont mess with the disease

It could have been better, better to introduce the topic, let the poem flow and make and leading statement to discussion and say that najiandaa na ukimwi
Mgonjwa wa ukimwi aliepewa counselling sahihi haogopi, haombi ndege imuangukie, hajiogopi, hawazi unayowaza, anaishi positively

Thanks for starting this thread
 

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