It hurts so much whenever I hear a man crying over a woman he love, coz the same thing is happen to me crying over the man I love. I am an independent young woman, i happen to meet this man for the first time I saw, ma heart screamed that he is the one, nikjikaza moyo nikasema ngoja ngoja Utakuta mwana si wako, nikamuuliza a you married, jibu ilikuwa NOO, nikauliza tena do you have girlfriend akasema hapana am single nikamwambia am sorry but I have to say this nakupenda, alitabasamu nakuniambia tutaongea. Nilichukua namba yake, nikasema I will have to call him next weekend tukutane, Kabla sijalala alinipigia nakunitakia usiku mwema, nikasema yes he might fallen too, akawa the first person Kabla ya kulala nakuamka kunijulia hali, nikasema after all this year of suffering where was he when my tears were wetting my pillows. Kwa sababu ya kazi zetu na umbali tuliokuwa tunakaa, we had to meet only on weekend. Mahusiano yaliendelea Siku hadi siku, sikuwahi kumuomba vocha wala ela ya nauli au petrol nilijitimzia all the need by my self, I have that mentality kuwa a boyfriend will not be my dad until am married, incase tukienda out he pays half I do the same sikutaka kuwa Mzigo kwake hata, akaanza kuongelea kuhusu ndoa, nikamwambia my main inttention kuwa nae sio kwamba nataka kuolewa, I just someone who can hold my heart, who I can feel free to talk too, hiyo ndoa acha I've automatically as for now we have only 6 month yamahusiano, hujanijua sijakujua, akasema well done, Mbona sijawahi kukutana na mwanamke Kama Wewe, nikamwambia hata identical twins kunakitu kinacho Wa unidentify. Ni mwaka sasa Wa mahusiano yetu ila mwanamme kageuka sumu, sasa ananiambia nilishindwa kukwambia kuwa nilikuwa na girlfriend wangu na tuna muda mrefu sasa, haikunijia akilini, nakujiuliza how could really man do such a thing to a woman who doesn't give him headache I cried without showing kwamba it hurt kusikia hivyo, alichoniambia in kwamba though alikuwa na mtu alishindwa afanyaje coz anaona anatupenda wote, I told em ur lying to one of us so naachia ngazi, alinisihi nisimwache Kwani Anaona ananipenda sana, eti nimvumilie ataachana na Yule mwingine. What heart me nakuvumilia yote still someone plays like a king. Nimechoka sasa na maswali ni mengi ninayomuuliza Mungu wangu why does he let innocent people to suffer na mtu uweje someone to know unampenda. Swali langu kwa wana JF wanaume wanapenda mwanamke watabia gani, player anaepretend he is the only one, au anaesema I have a true love so don't break my heart, please mawazo yako ni muhimu nitaelewa what is this world of love all about and I will take it from hapo.