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I wished she was mine

Discussion in 'Mahusiano, mapenzi, urafiki' started by Lucchese DeCavalcante, Jun 4, 2010.

  1. Lucchese DeCavalcante

    Lucchese DeCavalcante JF-Expert Member

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    10th grade
    As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

    11th grade
    The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

    Senior year
    The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

    Graduation Day
    A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

    A Few Years Later
    Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

    Funeral
    Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
     
  2. Regia Mtema

    Regia Mtema R I P

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    Jamani!
     
  3. Lukolo

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    Pole sana!!
     
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    ooh so touching!!!!! pole jamani.
     
  5. Egyps-women

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    pole sana Mfukunyuzi
     
  6. daughter

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    aiiii..life is so unfair
     
  7. FirstLady1

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    Mfukunyuzi hii umeitoa wapi?Imekukuta wewe au??? am very so sorry ..

    I see ule wimbo wa Celine jamani Tell him/her
     
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    dah!
     
  9. Lucchese DeCavalcante

    Lucchese DeCavalcante JF-Expert Member

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    Nimeikuta somewhere hii message ila imenitouch mie pia in bigger ways
     
  10. Ndibalema

    Ndibalema JF-Expert Member

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    Oh! Lord naomba hiyo iwe ni story tu isije akawa imemtokea mtu kweli kwani inahuzunisha.
     
  11. ngoshwe

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    WHAT EACH KISS MEANS"
    - Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together .
    - Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
    - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
    - Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.
    - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.
    - Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU...



    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCIcdXb6WDA
     
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  12. cartura

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    Hii nimeipenda, so sentimental...

    Moral of the story:

    1) Kuwa wazi kuexpress feelings zako;

    2) Usiwe 'domo zege';

    3) usipofanya jitihada utaishia kushika pembe wakati wenzako wanakamua maziwa...

    mengine mtaongezea...:confused3:
     
  13. Lucchese DeCavalcante

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    Umenena mwana ni kweli kabisa pointg zako
     
  14. Gaijin

    Gaijin JF-Expert Member

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    hivi wabongo huwa tunaandika diaries kweli? au kibongo bongo itakuwa siku ya mazishi shoga wake wa karibu ndio anakuambia?!
     
  15. Rose1980

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    mmh pole sana
     
  16. ngonzi zomukama

    ngonzi zomukama Senior Member

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    How sad
     
  17. Zogwale

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    Ni touching sana. Imetufundisha tuwe wazi hasa linapokuja suala la kumpenda tu. Kuna jamaa alimpenda binti akawa yuko naye karibu lakini hajielezi ukweli kuwa anampenda na angetaka pia kumuoa (walianzia O-level, wakakutana jeshini, then University). Imagine mapito yote hayo jamaa hasemi chochote japo walizoeana sana!!! By the time anatamka akawa amechelewa na binti akawa amempata mchumba (binti alikuwa ametulia sana, yule ambaye kila mwanaume angetamani awe mama wa watoto wake). Kijana aliiishia kuugua kabisa na kukimbizwa dispensary ya Chuo Kikuu!!! Halafu naturally ni mabinti wachache hasa wale ambao wako well mannered wanaweza kumtamkia kijana kuwa "ninakupenda". Wewe ukiona binti ndiyo perfect choice changamkia, vinginevyo jua ni wengi wanatupa hapo jicho hasa kama ni worth marrying!
     
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    muhanga JF-Expert Member

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    ni muhimu kumwambia mtu unampenda before its too late, express yourself! sio uhuni kumtamkia mtu kuwa unampenda unaweza ukapata manufaa mazuri kwa kumwambia mtu ukweli wa jambo lolote kuliko kuumia kwa mawazo peke yako, au kusubiri usome diar after mtu kuwa kwenye coffin, point of no return!!! :disapointed:
     
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    I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why...

    Ilimtokea jamaa wangu wa karibu japo haijafikia mazishi....
     
  20. Da Womanizer

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    Bonge la muvi. limezinduliwa tayari au?????????????????
     
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