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Baby cry...

Discussion in 'JF Chit-Chat' started by stevoh, Jul 31, 2012.

  1. stevoh

    stevoh JF-Expert Member

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    Jul 31, 2012
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    Hi, Mommy.
    I'm your baby. You don't know me yet,
    I'm only a
    few weeks old. You're going to find out
    about me
    soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some
    things about me. My name is John, and
    I've got
    beautiful brown eyes and black hair.
    Well, I don't
    have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be
    your only child, and you'll call me your
    one and
    only. I'm going to grow up without a
    daddy mostly,
    but we have each other. We'll help each other, and
    love each other. I want to be a doctor
    when I grow
    up. ... You found out about me today,
    Mommy! You
    were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone.
    All you could do all day was smile, and
    life was
    perfect. You have a beautiful smile,
    Mommy. It will
    be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the
    best thing I see in my life. I know it
    already. ... Today
    was the day you told Daddy. You were
    so excited to
    tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He
    kind of got angry. I don't think that you
    noticed, but
    he did. He started to talk about
    something called
    wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't
    think I understand yet. You were still
    happy, though,
    so it was okay. Then he did something
    scary,
    Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward,
    and your hands flying up to protect me.
    I was okay...
    but I was very sad for you. You were
    crying then,
    Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make
    me feel good. It made me cry, too. He
    said sorry
    after, and he hugged you again. You
    forgave him,
    Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You
    say he loves you... why would he hurt
    you? I don't
    like it, Mommy. ... ... ... ... ... Finally, you
    can see me!
    Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so
    proud of me! You went out with your
    mommy to
    buy new clothes, and you were so so
    so happy. You
    sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in
    the whole wide world. When you sing
    is when I'm
    happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel
    safe. So safe.
    You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I
    will be perfect just for you. I will make
    you proud,
    and I will love you with all of my heart.
    I can move my hands and feet now,
    Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your
    belly to feel
    me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
    you, Mommy.
    ... ... ... ... ... ...
    Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really
    scared. He was acting funny and he
    wasn't talking
    right. He said he didn't want you. I
    don't know why,
    but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got
    angry, Mommy. When I grow up I
    promise I won't
    let you get hurt! I promise to protect
    you. Daddy is
    bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good
    person, I think he's bad. But he hit you,
    and he said
    he didn't want us. He doesn't like me.
    Why doesn't
    he like me, Mommy? You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy.
    Is everything
    okay?
    It's been three days since you saw
    Daddy. You
    haven't talked to me or touched me or anything
    since that. Don't you still love me,
    Mommy? I still
    love you. I think you feel sad. The only
    time I feel
    you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of
    curled up on your side. And you hug
    me with your
    arms, and I feel safe and warm again.
    Why don't you
    do that when you're awake, any more? I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't
    you proud
    of me? We're going somewhere today,
    and it's
    somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks
    like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow
    up, Mommy.
    Did I tell you that? I hope you're as
    excited as I am. I
    can't wait.
    ...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still
    beating, but I don't know what you are
    thinking. The
    doctor is talking to you. I think
    something's going to
    happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared,
    Mommy. Please tell me you love me.
    Then I will feel
    safe again. I love you!
    Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It
    hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad!
    Please,
    Mommy, please please help me! Make
    them stop!
    Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in
    heaven with the angels now. They told me what you
    did, and
    they said it's called an abortion.
    Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't
    you love
    me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really,
    really, really sorry if I did something
    wrong,
    Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you
    with all of
    my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to
    deserve what they did to me? I want to
    live,
    Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to
    see you not
    care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you
    enough? Please say you'll keep me,
    Mommy! I want
    to live smile and watch the clouds and
    see your face
    and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be
    here, I want you to love me again! I'm
    really really
    really sorry if I did something wrong. I
    love you!
    I love you, Mommy. Every abortion is justÂ…
    One more heart that was stopped.
    Two more eyes that will never see.
    Two more hands that will never touch.
    Two more legs that will never run.
    One more mouth that will never speak.
     
  2. figganigga

    figganigga JF-Expert Member

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    Jul 31, 2012
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    are you Muzungu? ntakuja kuimalizia baadae, nimeishia hapo "i'm excited it looks like a hospital". Mia
     
  3. Arushaone

    Arushaone JF-Expert Member

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    Ngoja nikamwite joti atuambie kama copy & paste bado ina exist. Anyway inatia huruma. Especially kwa wajawazito itawafaa.
     
  4. Nambe

    Nambe JF-Expert Member

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    duh bortion abortion, cku hz mekuwa fashion, Mungu atusamehe tu
     
  5. SHIEKA

    SHIEKA JF-Expert Member

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    Inaamsha hisia kali za huruma. Watoto wanaofanyiwa hizo 'aboshen' wanalalamika hivyo na kuwashangaa mama zao!
     
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