I hope your all fine
I just wanted to say am heart broken and I don’t know what to do next
Nilitokea kumpenda mkaka mmoja sana kupitiliza ingawa sijawai kumuona ila ni kwakuchat naye humu ndani (najua mtashangaa sana).he was so polite to me ever,he was so sweet ever,so caring I have never met in my whole life before,and so gentle than I can explain,nikajikuta nimempenda sana kupitiliza mpaka namuota
usiku,sikuishia hapo I took his avatar and made it my screen saver in my laptop home and at my office computer,I was like running crazy to him .he asked my facebook account I didn’t even think twice I just gave him the link and asked for his account and he said ooh! Don’t worry I will give it to you soon but he never did,then he said to me do you know the meaning of dustbin ,,,I said to him yes I do know
…then he continued just take me as your dustbin and throw all your photos to me and never empty the dustbin..i was like crazy and very happy then I did it mean time I spent the whole week going every place around the city to take some new photos and new clothes to make him see me beautifully at the moment and sent all photos to him,,even my phone number but he never made that call back..
Tuliendelea kuongea mara nyingi na kuna wakati nilikua namuomba kua siwezi kulala can you help me to sleep na alikua ananisaidia kuniandikia maneno ya kunifanya najisikia furaha mpaka nalala,then one day I asked him if he is real in love with me like the way I do
You know what I wish nisingemuuliza hilo swali mana alijibu kwa upole(in written words)ila nilielewa aliandika kwa upole sana kua dada kwani umejiunga lini huku JF? Na usichukulie mambo ya huku kua ni serious kiasi hicho,,huku ni stress freezone ivo hakuna ya ukweli huku hata moja.na usione watu wanataniana humu ndani ukadhani wanamaanisha kila mtu anamaisha yake huko uraiani.
ni ivo tu alinijibu alafu akawa ananipotezea nikimuandikia hajibu au anachelewa sana kujibu mpaka nilivochoka nikaacha ila nimeumia sana mana mimi nilimpenda sana na I was thinking about him a lot na kujiona mimi na yeye katika ndoa tayari na watoto wetu.najua mtashangaa sana ila naomba mnisaidie ili niondokane na hii hali mana najisikia vibaya mpaka nashindwa kutoka nje(I feel so lonely)
Nimeshamtumia text(pm) nyingi anajibu kama kaka yangu (sio kama zamani tuliongea kama wapenzi)na kunisihi eti nisiendekeze mambo ya JF lasivo nitakufa kabla ya siku zangu mana huku hakuna cha ukweli hata kimoja,,yeye ameshaniona mimi ila mimi sijawai kumuona au he didn’t like me
I regret sending my all photos to you..i hate you but I love you and you know that so please answer my PM please????
Ps: I love u